So…I am 21 and am jobless. I haven’t finished my study yet because of covid. I don’t want to be financially dependent on my parents anymore since I am already 21!! I know that I have to work but I don’t know where to start. I have this one dream that I want to achieve. But I don’t have any finance to support my dream and to make matter worse, my country is unstable to work and earn money properly. We don’t know when a war will break out. It’s suck to be living here. I don’t see any ways or paths for me to get to my dream and goals. It’s like there’s a wall blocking in front of me…like… I’m wandering around in the darkness. I keep telling myself that it’ll be all right! Everything will turn out fine… again and again. I even learned new skills and working on myself for me to get closer to my dream even if it’s just a bit. Well, the biggest obstacle for me to actually reach my goal is money… I don’t know where to get that big amount of money necessary for me to reach…no…start it… I tried to stay positive but it’s getting hard. I feel so lost…I don’t know what I should do from here on out…like…is it ok for me to keep going like this? I don’t know when or how it will come true… I just want to give up everything and go somewhere far away. Even so… there’s a voice inside me telling me to keep going and that everything will I’ll work out fine although it may not seem like it now. Just keep going…I do want to keep believing but it’s hard when you can’t see the path in front of you and doesn’t know where you are going…Being a human really is hard, don’t you think so?