so here’s the thing. everyone knows of “us” and everyone knows that we haven’t dated in years or actually spoke in that matter, but everyone also knows that we’re still in love with each other. it took me a long time to realize that maybe everyone was right. that the reason we’ve both been in really short relationships/single for years is because we’re not with each other. we are each other’s weaknesses and it seems like everyone but us knows that. but now i see it. when we see each other, everything is different. you light up, you’re suddenly the kindest person in the world and i do the same. except, we’re so alike so i won’t contact you and you won’t contact me. so i guess one of us will have to move on first, but in the mean time i miss you so so dearly and i wish so badly that you would text me because i can’t bring myself to do it and neither can you.
i don’t knowwww it’s such a weird situation :(