So here's the problem my parents want me to study teaching but I want to do something in the medical field
I'm currently doing cert 3 in dental assistant if I finished that do I do teaching or continue with dental, but I really want to work in a hospital. I Know it doesn't add up but like I'm confused at doing different things. 

Haha. For an over bite U really need consultation from ur dentist. Then they will give U option such as aligner, braces or Invisalign, which all are expensive but aligner are cheaper and will last a 6 months or less depending on how bad ur over bite is cost more then $2000 est. Yh I might be wrong but I'm still learning 😅 and also depends  where U live i guess different country and different price

Overthinking

1.
Don't you know we're alright without all these unnecessary scenarios in our mind.

Adulting

Well you have finally done it. Snaps for you really. Thanks school, you have finally bogged me down and made me feel like loser who has no future 
I have been working so hard to uplift my spirits but this paper completely ruined me. 
I can’t even imagine my bio teacher’s face. 
I studied all year round, didn’t sleep yesterday, gave myself a migraine and possible high blood pressure but no one would see this. 
My father who is faraway is an alchi who has relapsed so bad that I don’t even know what will happen once he comes back. This year, is so crucial for me that literally all depends upon this upcoming competitive exam, and not being financially independent really has put me to shit because I can’t even move out. 
My friends and family keep telling me that good times will come, but it has been 4 years since we have had any
I can’t even expect school to understand my emotionally and mentally exhausted state because all they want us to do is write exams and do shit. There is no empathy and I feel like the history is repeating itself like it did in 2018. 
Claps for school which has left me completely inadequate to fight with the world for my rights. Everything doesn’t reside around completing assignments and writing essays and emails with formal language 

Well done teachers and education system, well done. Thanks to you I am back to square one 






School

I don't think being friends with ur ex is necessary 

3am Thoughts

Do you also feel that there is no point in sharing your “feelings” or current state of mind with others? I kind of put on my dark stuff or nothing matters mood on a random guy. It was just a moment of emotion. I do this from time to time. Something strange. And then I don’t feel related to whatever I said or did. Sometimes it can be fun like okay what would I do hmm. But at the same time my main question why would u do this why would u say this why are u like this whyyyy to myself?? 
I imagine explaining myself to him. I would actually write him in a short way like I didn’t mean to forget about it (but he already blocked me ahah😂). So now I’m trying to analyze why I keep thinking about this situation for longer than I should: 1) I’m bothered my someone’s opinion of me; 2) I’m bored and have nothing exciting in my life so I just get attached to something empty and make some sort of a big deal out of it. I actually do not communicate with anyone recently. I isolated myself from this world and now sometimes I randomly give these bursts of chaos(( I don’t know about idea of me and others opinion. I guess… but I just in general take this communication and sharing sometimes with doubt. I mean I shared with him but it didn’t make sense as it was just part of me that comes and goes and what I don’t like actually about this whole situation is that it’s only one part of me and here for someone this part becomes who I am. I feel very different emotions, tastes, thoughts and levels in myself and I can’t express them all at the same time of course so the best what I can do: support a general human introduction to each other, don’t give in to vivid emotions and expressions because I mostly regret about it after. And once you already communicate with person you can show deeper moments. I guess it would be a more balanced version. There is more that I will write it down in further posts. 

thak gaya hu vro dusro ko hasate hasate

New true friends :/

Compassion

Yesterday I had a seminar on mental health and i don't know why I started crying 🥲 and now i can't stop 🤷🏻‍♀️

Hey how y'all been ! Hope everyone is doing well . I am here to discuss and get solutions for my shyness and social awkwardness/anxiety . I really have a hard time making friends , whenever I talk to people I already assume that they're judging me and I feel like sh*t . I am a bit chubby , dark-skinned boy , yea yea I know now ppl will be like ," oh , so old fashioned 2022 has already started and still he is worrying about complexion and stuff but my dear friend the trauma this society has given me today 😭 , well In simple words I need some solutions how to become confident , how to make friends and how to become good looking if possible . Thanks ^_^ . Please do answer .

Note : Grammatical mistakes are my first priority. 

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