So having trouble with friendships. Two of my “homies” we met a week ago. And there was nothing to talk about. I mean there are hell lot of things to talk we are in adulthood we have don’t meet often and there’s always things to talk about but all we did was talk about what to eat then talk about how the food was here and there convos and just went home. Ugh it’s soo draining It just feels like dragging this all and it’s soo exhausting and I’m the kind of person who can’t really pretend who’s straightforward and the other friend is an expert at pretending and won’t act like anything is wrong and then I will have to take the blood on my hands and I don’t wanna give the friend that satisfaction that I left. So m just gonna keep pretending