So different from all that has happened before .
Shatters when it strikes each time .
There seems no solution ,just conspiracies of nature around ,the powers around .
It's different ,different in every sense .
Unaware of the happening ,unaware of the consequences , it's all blurred .....

Suddenly there seems to be a swelling of poets on this app 🙂 Keep at it ✌️🖖

Real Steel

Blurred as may seem
A piece of you past or just a fragment of imagination
Whatever the Polaroid is 
Hope it's the people i get warmth from 
Otherwise it's just a pain , a page from past 
Which i tore it out long time ago
Still i wipe all the dust and read it again
Again the feeling of wind rushing through my hair arises 
And i don't wanna let it go
Maybe it's time saying move on 

I wrote it little further...
Do say how's it is 

3am Thoughts

Gud boy

Plucking plants or flowers just does something to me unusual. Like it hurts when it happens even though it's okay sometimes.

Life

Women at her full bloom doesn't need a lover,she needs a partner🤗 I think men should/can pick something from here.

Education

I need help, what is the difference between a panic attack and a anxiety attack? Because I tend to have these attacks quite frequently. And sometimes when I was going through some stuff and I would look at my body thinking I was fat even though I was losing weight. And I would hit my self hard. Would you consider that body dysmorphia And or self harm?

Anxiety

I had a dream that my dad was trying to either kill me or have me killed..I can't remember the specifics. I just remember a lot of crying and yelling, specifically between me and my father. I think I found out he was trying to have my killed and confronted him about it. The reasoning was because I wasn't his blood child like his other kids. I'm not sure what kind of meaning this is supposed to have. I know before I went to sleep I got super drunk and was thinking about all the bad things my dad has did to all of us (my siblings and I). I never realized how much I feared my dad. Its kind of scary. No one should ever feel this way toward their parents lol. 

Dreams

How i wish they're giving me assurance without me begging or asking for it

Maybe she wasn't strong enough to handle the change or rather I would say mature enough, but it made her tough... Maybe the change was required, because her older version was tired. This 2.0 which is a bit vulnerable, some may even think her to be miserable but at the same time she is irreplaceable. 

As much as I completely hate love triangles in books and movies I am unfortunately living one😐and no I'm not the main character here...

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