Sitting at terrace, thinking about life.. dont know where to go what to think how to just plan a productive day!
Uggh it feels exhausting time to time
I wish i could just be okayyyy!!

Raksha Pradeep

Amanat

I feel that time to time.. and relax with pride..
But its been a while since i did something productive and now its bugging me!

don't you feel sometimes its fine not being productive and just rest and think about nothing?

Life

I think I adore Hollywood movies and series like how they act how they create imagination beyond our thinking with accuracy and emotions with on-point 
Like some movies which are of the '90s doesn't seem like old era movie. The era between 1990 to 2010 movies was incredible and so policed...

3am Thoughts

Unable to understand myself what i really want from myself .....i cant see my future nowhere .....dont wanna to wakeup in morning.....whole night i only starred at ceiling ...😖

Failure

how do people talk shit abt other people and act like everything is alr

Teenagers

My ex girlfriend and I broke up a while back after a 3 year relationship but on good terms because I felt she didn't completely love me. She told me she had some attraction towards my best friend at that time and I told her okay give it a break but please do not do anything with him it would break me it would destroy me. And for a year she didn't and we were still best friends her and I. And now a couple of months ago I felt them getting super close so I asked her and she told me that they kissed once or twice and now I found out they have done more all behind my back. I'm still ready to forgive her and forget about all of this if she cuts him off. I just want to be friends with her again. But she isn't choosing me over him. I don't mnow what to do. I am breaking apart and have no one to talk to. 

Breakup

#28..........Days passed by and I kinda moved on from Mr. A and mean while Mr. B contacted me few times but I blocked him because I understood he was just trying to use me. He called and texted me few time just to ask if I wanna meet him again and stay the night over at his place. I directly said NO! And said I'm not the kind of girl he thinks I am. I thought of him as a gentleman but he turned out to be disgusting. Funny how men can fake things so effortlessly.  
And throughout this time be it my personal life problems or academic Mr. P always supported me and we kinda became like best friends. I didn't knew about him but I once stated feeling like I was attracted to him but then I brushed off those feelings thinking about my past experiences with men, I didn't have the courage to be hurt again by another guy. So I never told anything about those feelings and kept out friendship going. Moreover he has this situation with another girl going on where is was treated like ab option by the other girl. So it was better if I didn't stir up the mess more..........(to be continued) 

What you guys do with your diaries or Private Notebooks? 
I'm struggling to maintain them. I have 4 completely filled diaries and 2 Notebooks, having too much information - mostly isn't important yet very personal.

What to do with them? Afaik I'm at home, it's easy for me to maintain.. Still I'm not sure how to move forward.. Obv I can't keep them with my books openly, I can't trust anyone. Right now I keep them at a secret place at my home, but idk what to do in future. 

What you guys do? Please please suggest me. 

I am fat but i have started tracking my meals i can't workout because of my ofc and also foot fracture but i m trying..
Want some love and motivation 

Obesity

Dil leke mera je tu dil naa deve, kada saala pyaar yeh vyapaar ho gaya......

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