ophelia @ecstaticiggs
shit lol feeling like shit i hate the way i look i can’t help but compare myself to other people and I’ve been feeling this way for the longest time. it never gets better. it never will unless i too look like them and now at this point I’m ready to do whatever it takes to be like them. to be pretty. I’m so ugly, i need to lose weight. i hate my body so much it makes me want to puke. i don’t feel like dressing up because no matter how good the clothes are they won’t look good on me. it would prolly look better on her, she is loved by everyone anyway. why can’t i be her? it hurts me so much to be alive in this body why am i me what the fuck i will literally throw myself off of somewhere now ahhhh it’s so frustrating why can’t i just love myself. I’ve only been having one meal per day + one small snack but idk anymore i want to starve myself to death
