She's a 10 but thats it she's a 10 ! 

Affirmations

That's what she said

Other

I have this girlfriend 

3am Thoughts

Let it be one side. So, that i can't loose her ✨

Crush

I pray to God that someday I will be able to see her again￼

Hope

 I have been trying to call her but she is not answering my call I told her that I wanted to meet her but she told me some excuse that I can't came today I again call her for 5 6 times she didn't answer me. later she call me and say sorry I was busy and then I cut the call saying I m busy then later I have been calling her she's not answering again. She know that i m not far away from her but still she is not that excited to meet me. Now I understand everything and i wanted to move on from her but she's coming back and mai pigal jata hu. I just lose control on myself and forgive everything and later end up with hurting myself how should i move on and finish this chapter.

Today I was holding hand  of my friend ( girl) and we was having a deep conversation on her soft corner and I ask her out . She said no to me Just because of soft croner she still believes that her ex will come in her life again and take her back. And her ex is in relationship since 5 year's. And I was shocked I got hurt when she said no like I give my potential my energy and treated her more then she deserve and what I got in return is nothing. Se don't even treat me same as I . But I m finding way and preparing for let her go because right now I don't think I should let her go I still want her. And our bond was same even after the conversation. Like I kiss her hand while talking i was just doing crazy things don't know why man I m trying to find myself I just lost myself while making her happy. 
Please j want to be like I used to before.

I met a girl on a juice shop we talked because of the language barrier between her and the juice shop bhaiya then I don’t know why I continued talking to her we shared number that time only and we went back and started talking. I got to know she was going to get married so I thought better not to talk then but somehow that night only we went out on a date kind of thing we talked and I liked her and she even complimented me and told me that she don’t want to get married. Then we came back their was a connection next day in night we went to the movie even she didn’t know which movie we were going still she came by telling lie to her fiancé and stayed at my room that night but nothing happened. We both were feeling the connection and the happy feeling but knew we can’t do anything because the next day his fiancé was coming back. The next day also we went out and then we were having dinner where I asked her who was I am to her. She just told me that I was the best 3 days of her life I made her feel like a queen and she won’t forget those 3 days. I didn’t even kissed her. She just told me to forget her and be happy. I took her back to my pg on the terrace for dinner I was not talking to her but she asked me to get the terrace empty and I did. We just stood their and hugged closely for 10 mins. Now she got married and is happy and I am over her but sometimes I remember what if I had done something differently.

Lonely

During college, I had a crush on a lady who was extremely introverted and didn't talk to the males much, and I believe she doesn't even talk to other girls other than her close buddy. I sent her an FB friend request, she didn't accept, I think she doesn't use FB and she still has the same old picture in her dp. I may or may not be ignored by her, I never had time to talk to her after that, and I'm quite sure she was single at the time. I recently spotted her in LinkedIn recommendations, so I made her a request, and she accepted it within minutes. Now I'm puzzled and afraid to talk to her on Linkedin since I'm not sure about her current relationship status. So I need help and I want to talk to her but at the same time, I don't want to be a bother to her.
**Need help guys

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