She was my best friend. We spent all the time together. From the mole on her right arm to my dogbite in my left leg, we knew everything about each other. Even though we knew each other only for 1 year, our bond was very special. Infact if for some reason we would not be able to talk even for 1 day, it would hurt too much. I still remember that on 18th August she was angry and did not talk to me the whole day, and then I wrote a poetry for her just because I missed her so much. (BTW, she loved the poem and even wrote it in her personal diary).
But the day she went on a date with Ayushman, I was not being able to be happy for her, even though I wanted to. She was so special and important for me that I realised that I had feelings for her. But I did not want this to happen, I never wanted to cheat her this way. I could not take this very well, so I started avoiding her. Even though she asked me a lot about her, I just ignored her and even became a little rude. Slowly she stopped messaging me and did not ask about me. It’s been more than 1 month since we last talked to each other. I don’t know if this was the right thing to do or not. But I know that she is still special for me, I still miss her. Every night before going to sleep I read our old chats and smile and cry at the same time. I don’t even know what to say anyone or what to do, I just know that I hurt myself everyday and I don’t want to do it anymore.
Do not change your contact details she will come back to you. You should just let it go as of now and have faith she will for sure come back.
I don’t think so, I ignored her all the time and was rude to her. Although when I fell ill last week and was hospitalized, she did ask about my health, but I guess that was because I was hospitalized.
Their is good chance to get back to her as she has asked about your health, go ahead and speak to her. Open up to her and admit you mistake of ignoring her. Tell her shè means alot to you, her friendship is important to you. Simce you ignored her she would be afraid to contact you again. You have to make the move now. This won’t get any bad if you approach her, it can just go better from this
Ashis Agarwal @ashisag26
I’ll try it if you say so.
There was a show in Delhi by Samay, our favourite stand up comedian. She asked me if I would come with her, and I ignored her then too. But he will have a show again on 14th or 15th May, I’ll ask her for that show. Right now she has events going on and I don’t want it to be me to hinder it. Already I have done a lot to make us both cry, I don’t want to be a part of more bad deeds.
This is sad.
Ashis Agarwal @ashisag26
I just don’t know how to help myself. I can’t stop thinking about her, how wrong I was to do such stupid things. If only I had been given a chance to change myself in the past
It’s pretty simple… u should definitely make it up to her and let her know that u have feelings. I hope you do that!!