She is my personal brand of heroin.

3am Thoughts

I wish she will choose me 

LGBTQ

She's a 10 but thats it she's a 10 ! 

Affirmations

I hope she is everything I couldn't be 
<3 

Relationships

I pray to God that someday I will be able to see her again￼

Hope

I never felt this weak. I thought i was strong enough to handle anything.... I didn't care about anybody leaving me before.... but this time it hurts like this pain and the damage can never be fixed. 

I feel like, how can i be so stupid to be with such a person, who will someday throw me out her life like this.....

I thought she was different. I loved her like there will be no tomorrow.... I made sure of not doing anything which will hurt her..... I never had any female friend in 5 years of relationship. I put all in giving 100% of my loyality. But all she cared about Money and Reputation.

This break up turned me into a man with two personality, one who still loves her and second one, who hates her the most.

My peace of mind has gone and m not stable....I feel really bad about myself.

Soo, two months ago I broke up with my girl. She was upset about the whole thing. She blamed me for everything that transpired and called our relationship toxic. She told me to move on and also said that our thought processes were so different. I tried to explain to her how much I tried to become a better person for her but she wouldn't listen and told me that there was no need for me to change myself for someone. I haven't talked to her for months. The sad part was that we used to be really good friends. I loved talking to her and sharing things with her. Initially in our relationship, everything was going well. Then I somehow started to become insecure about her because of something that someone told me. I started to treat her badly but somewhere in my mind, I didn't want to do that. After some time I tried to approach her and asked her if we could still be friends. she agreed but we didn't talk much. Then one day I tried to explain to her how much she meant to me but during this conversation, I lost my cool. She didn't say anything. A few days later, she told one of my friends to tell me never to approach her again and also said that she has lost all feelings for me. It hurt me a lot. I never wanted all this to ever happen. I miss being with her. Somehow I feel that she still has some feelings for me. My friends told me to move on but I can't. I hate the fact that she still thinks that our relationship was toxic because of one instance. She never told me how she suffered. How was I supposed to know that she felt bad? I had asked her many times if she felt bad about anything, but she never said anything. I feel guilty about all this. And I haven't been able to forgive myself for it. I'm just a shadow of my former self. I need my mental peace back.

Breakup

So my ex bsf who left me without giving any reason has suddenly appeared in my life again. 
Ofc this time the interaction is not same coz ik how it had affected my mental health, I was really traumatized a month ago coz I was left all alone and as now I'm enjoying my own company she is with me again, but she didn't even give me any explaination as to why she left me ....
A part of me wants to talk to her and enjoy her company but bro ekhad explaination toh me bhi desrve karti hu na?
Should I talk to her? Or is not worth it ..
This time I don't wanna compromise my mental peace....
I'm really confused

i met a girl online. we talked for about 2 weeks and we really liked each other. but since it was long distance we moved apart. i actually lied to her about my name, my college and my age since i had trust issues. i wanted to correct them in those 2 weeks but just couldn’t. i was scared. i just said thati was a year older than my actual age. i want to reconcile with her and im sure thatll she’ll want to make this work as well. but im scared coz i lied. since i met her online i jjust didnt want to give away my details. but my feelings for her are very true. what do i do? im confused and sad as well help me. someone tell me what to do

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