She is beautiful😍

Crush

Frustrated,sad

Depression

I m frustrated 

Relationships

Wanna be withyou always my lovely gf 

3am Thoughts

Let it be one side. So, that i can't loose her ✨

I left her for her own good but I still love her. 

Breakup

I’m not able to find a girlfriend for me! Btw im 18!

Insecurity

I'm a guy and I had a breakup in 2019. It was a two year old relationship, we broke up because of my foolishness and the male ego. Long story short, we were sooo happy in our relationship but one day she got a letter from her college that she's selected to study abroad. She told me about this and she said she'll be going abroad for studying. I was happy for her but I was completely shattered from inside. The day came when she left, we both cried a lot and convinced each other that long distance will work. We did video calls, daily calls, there wasn't a single day without a call. But here the problem started, my anxiety started to hit when she use to upload photos with her male Friends from that country. I never had that feeling for her male friends in India but I started taking doubts on her, she even use to get drunk with them and here I was super scared. I use to tell her not get drunk, what if people will take advantage of you. I started yelling at her on calls, started fighting with her regularly. I use to irritate her. We fought for 4 months and the day came when we broke up over a call. It's a worst feeling to break-up over a call. Here my male ego kicked in, I abused her, I drunk called her, I blamed everything on her. But she just listened, she never retaliated against me. A few months later when I started traveling solo and started meditation, I realized my mistakes, I realized that I have done the worst thing and yet she listened everything. In our relationship it was me who was causing problems she was just enjoying her life and she knew her limits. I didn't trust her and that's why we broke up. To all the guys who are reading this, please never jump on a conclusion easily, never abuse a girl like I did, just give some time and talk to her. Communication is the key not fighting all the time. I just want to say thank you to that girl who made me realize how toxic I was, that relationship was good and made me mature. It wasn't made to last longer.. 

Ever since she left me, I feel like its a nightmare, I am fed up of this feeling that is taking away all of my dreams, it is taking away the kind of person I am, and I do not want to become a person who I will end up becoming in the end becoz of what I am facing right now.
How can someone be this Cold to anyone.
Its been months I am trying to get rid of the feeling of missing her but nothing is helping me.
What is more important in life than being loved ? Or is there something wrong with me only?
I don't know, I am finding answers for months and not coming to the conclusion.
Does accepting the reality stops the hurt?
Do people stop missing the loved one? Do they Move On easily just by accepting that we can't be together?
I have never been a quitter in my life and Suddenly I do not want to become one.
I have always been a go getter person,whatever It takes and this time when the person itself who you love says the that she doesn't want you. What am I suppose to do?
Is it fair to quite on me without giving me a chance?
When 2 people fell in love mutually then is it right to only one person to decide and let someone suffer and walk away from the relationship?






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