She didn't reply for hours & didn't picked my call but she opens my snap in 2 minutes every time 🙂🙃...(I have crush on her & she knows about it ) what should I do?

Fyi she is super extrovert so uska humesha mood kharab hona possible nahi hai ig

Idk her other friends but uski bestf meri acchi friend hai 

Crush

It's been nearly 2.5 years since my first breakup, but I have still not been able to get-over my feelings for her completely. I dated another woman after her but that relationship didn't last long. Honestly speaking, I totally forgot about my first relationship during the latter relationship. But recently, I crossed paths with my first girl, and it's been difficult emotionally since then. A spurt of past emotions have enveloped me again.
More often than occasionally, a sense of loneliness haunts me. I feel that I am plagued with a constant desire for a partner and this syndrome has taken a toll on my academic performance. I desperately wish I could get over this problem.

Love

My girlfriend thinks I'm not paying her enough attention, don't speak properly, and I'm always sad, but she never try to understand that it's a very critical time for me, since I am looking for a job, and there are a lot going in my life right now, I just want her to understand me but she never and I don't want to tell her all this. Now she doesn't want to talk to me, she thinks I am very boring.

3am Thoughts

It's 3am in the morning I'm sitting on my chair the wind is calm and cold.. I can feel wind on my face.. Then I remembered what happened 3 hours ago.. I just got dumped over insta DM.. It was not so mature.. I think she doesn't have the guts to face me.. She said... I don't think we have spark between us anymore.. I to felt that.. I was trying to give her a surprise dinner but lockdown.. I don't know what to do.. And i don't even want to convince her.. Coz she has a valid point.. I think it's fine.. She blocked me.. Now I'm holding my coffee in my hand it's warm the weather is cold.. And I'm listening to arjit slowed reverbs... 
Have a great night guys 
Just wanted to say this 
Bye

I never disconnected calls, even after she slept off on call. Even when she was partying, I was working side by side with my earphones. But she still complained that I am not meeting her, that I don't have time for her ideas. I am not perfect but she doesn't have much to complain about. I know she won't. It's just my work and stuff won't let me meet her as often as she wanted. And my firmness that I can't meet this often, was perceived by her as my carelessness. We broke up, actually she did, 22 days back. Now she says she is with someone, which is lie most probably. She is hurting as much I know, it's just that she has decided to end this. 

Don't fall in love guys. It gets the best of us. It hurts as much as it hurt first time. 

Trust me I am very detached and strong but it hurts this much. Maybe coz in this generation of flings and one night stands, some of us still look for old school love. Shit hurts a lot .... 

I don't have a girlfriend, someone will be my girlfriend 

Relationships

I feel truly weird at the moment cause I love this girl who has been like my best friend for 6-7 years and we went on vacations togetherness I protected her at times I care for her and she for me we have been intimate with each other and after getting to the point of having intercourse with each other. I conveyed these feelings of mine and they were not accepted and it’s been like 3 months since I conveyed these feelings lots of things happened she clearly rejected me last month and it feels so weird cause she wants to continue this intimacy we have under the disguise as friends. But I don’t know I just feel so hurt why like this. She says she feels nothing for me but yet feels attracted towards me I lighten up her days and nights but she won’t accept my love more ass friends and I am actually trying to get over it cause I just fucking know I deserve to be loved the same way I wanna love someone but I can’t let it go cause I am scared of losing her and living without the intimacy we have and it’s so difficult to distance myself but I am doing it it’s just we have the same friend group the same hobbies we see each other on a regular weekly basis and in which we act like nothing happened and act like before what should I do cause I am dying inside and hate cause I sometimes think maybe I should suppress these feeling and try again after another year. But that’s stupid just horrible cause I wanna move on I have self respect to theology where I am like com on bro get over it it’s not worth it to love somoene so much who doesn’t love you back she wants everything from you but wanna give nothing that’s not acceptable. Thankss for reading this cause this is a long ass text hahahaha

Breakup

God please take me back to that first date when I hugged her tightly and she smelled like fresh tropical fruits . Please just Please 

I had a crush on a girl 2 months ago we had a fight but we figured it out it was all going good I really poured my heart into our relationship she was dating for a while so I never told her but ahe knew. Last day what happened she started dating another guy which really flipped me. She never had feelings for me but I never gave up one her when she told me I dont know how to say I told her that I liked her for a very long and how much I cared for you and told lot of thing about what I feel bout her. I knew nothings going to change I said I cant wait for another 6 months I am not talking to her and it hurts me to see you with another guy. But I dont know what to do now I really feel low I am not even eating anything I cant sleep I dont know what to do. I dont know if I’ll someone like or a good friend like her. Pls help me

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