Shayari of the day !! 


Ki katl hua ek dil ka koi iski adalat batao 
Kesa hai ab vo aashiq jara uski haalat batao 
Are! Bahut kisse sune the uski wafaon ke 
Ki bahut kisse sune the humne uski wafaon ke 
Kya bachi hai zinda agar koi to vo chahat batao.



Preeti Pal

Memories

Not good


Dreams

So from a few months, i have been feeling too done with everything. Have worked my best in studies but am still studying and it's just wont finish. It feels like i am a numb human now, don't feel anything. Also everything seems worthless. Can't answer anything even if i am asked what are my hobbies. Nothing excites me. Don't want to get up in the morning or evening or night. What is wrong with me? Also have tried a lot of schedules and routines but nothing seems to make me happy. 
P.s i was never like this. It is just not me

Adulting

Idk what's going on I just need a break from myself 😭😭

Career

When you study too good and got a job that can make your work justified but you chose wrong path, you wish you had been taught how to get along with the people that come across your path. You wish you better had a big brother or a sister who can be your first friend.
You are lost!!!

Loss

anyone from NIFT? or NID

College

Those sand clay hands and stretched smile
With whom he played with every time..
Has turned his face towards the black sky
You know, everything changed in the blink of eye..🫠

Disorders

Religion has killed more people than disease and war combined.

Society

*Trigger Warning* - Can possibly trigger anxiety or unwanted thoughts if your disorder functions on escalated levels and reacts to negative stimuli almost immediately. 

Hi, I hope this message finds you in your greatest health and spirit. 
If you’re going through a heartbreak right, one so where you know where no matter if you still love him/her/them, but to leave things behind for good is what you need right now, maybe I can help you. 

You just came out of a heart break, and you’ve allowed yourself to heal in a beautiful, beautiful manner where you choose not to sulk in a pool full of self hate and misery but to acknowledge your feelings and talk about it. And you should DEFINITELY give yourself credit for that. 

We all have certain coping mechanisms which helps us in managing, adapting and acting upon some internal or external stresses which we appraise as taxing. And when they say, to each counts their own individuality, we all are going to have different coping mechanisms as well. 

And it could be news to you, I’ve come out of one own recently. Or we can say I was living in a solid shell of denial for the last six months until I decided it was enough for me. 

The way I cope is, to not worry about someone, I’ve to keep their existence out of my mind frame. It might seem odd to you at first, but understand me. The very fact that he is there, probably laughing over some political joke right now, or listening to Khalid, or studying rotation sends my body for a toss. And not kidding, I can feel sweat forming on the nape of my neck, my breathing is uneven and I can feel knots tugging inside of my chest. And with someone suffering from anxiety disorder already, I shouldn’t even be writing about this. (TW : Please hit the home button right now if this makes you uncomfortable) 

But the difference here is, I’m not ridiculing myself for having these feelings. For missing him, for seeing my body react to change like this or for just existing at all. And you have to do the same, you don’t have to ridicule yourself for having feelings, they make you human. Allow them to flow, and allow yourself to heal. It might feel like the end of the world now, does to me too. But you also have to realise that heartbreaks are just a bump on the road. One day you’ll find someone who will be worth your time and energy, and you’ll be thankful that this did not work out. Good people end up with good people. 

Channelise the energy you spend in listening to Arijit Singh or Hozier, Binging unendingly on something to avoid thinking about it, checking upon their instagrams or monitoring their following and followers list into something more productive and useful. Such as this, write and help people out whenever you can. I know it’s easier said than done, but when it’s done, it’s going to be worth it. 

Love and Light, T. 

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