Searching for girl bestie,Travel buddy
But, not able to find one☹
Only me? Or any others having same feeling

Girlfriend

I just wanna wake up tomorrow without your thoughts. 
It's so hard to detach. 
The only reason why I am doing so is, it never meant anything to you in these 2 years. 
Not doing it for anything else but for my own self. 


Growing Up

Hi



Lonely

Am just leaving my  comfort place

Insecurity

Has anyone out here felt the same as I feel?
its weird that i love doing certain work but i end up not doing that particular thing for a long time because i dont feel that motivated enough to do anything. And its very hard for me to be rational at this particular time because whenever i fail to complete my task and end up in some ugly mess i feel suicidal. also i know this thing that my death will be a suicide but not a normal death. 

ADHD

Whenever you have hurted me
I've always tried to hurt you by hurting myself
When you lied to me about the girl of your childhood
I tried to hurt you by hurting myself
I cut myself till i bled like never before

And after years of hurting myself for the hurt you gave me
You stopped caring
It was like "oh yeah she cuts"

This time when you hurt me
I took all my hurt to someone else 
Hoping that it'd go away
But it didn't 
Because you're the only one who could heal the wounds that you give

But all you cared was how could I hurt you like that?
Why can't you just forgive me this one timeee???
Because I've realised that no matter what happens between uss
My happiness and my peace
Lies only with you.


Relationships

Aaj Soni ji kudi nu baat kar ke 
Nasha jaaya full ho gya


3am Thoughts

people calling each other romantic petnames sarcastically at first but gradually developing into genuine heartfelt affection as the story (and their relationship) progresses is potentially lethal to the likes of lovey dovey bitches such as me

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