Sahi bataye toh ab mann nhi hota kahi apply krne ka.
Dil baith chuka hai.
Mann haar maan chuka hai.
From being confident about myself, to feeling completely lost. I have seen a lot. Lgta hai bass ab sb kuch khtm ho. Kuch din shaanti se ghar me so sku. Chain se. Itne frustrate ho chuke h ki, ab na mehnat ki iccha hoti hai, na apply krne ki.
Baat yeh nhi h ki skills nhi h, lekin bass haath m kuch nhi h. Kaha June - July mehnat kiya krte the, joro shoro se, socha nhi tha November tk khaali hi baithe rhenge.
Ab toh lgta h jaisa bhi mile, jo bhi mile bass kuch mile. Khtm ho yeh sb, nhi saha jaa rha aur. And you know what? Ab kitni hi acchi lg bhi jaaye, lgta hai thk hi hai… jeevan m koi farq hi nhi pdega. I’m done with everything.
P.S. I’m a final year undergrad.
Dipanshu @mr_dk
Hey buddy don’t lose hope man just try again and again… As u told ur final year undergraduate so i think so u have alot of time now…
Update:
I got a 25 LPA job, in Mid - November.
