Reaching new levels of low today…I thought everything would be good for me after high school but I found myself even more alone. I question whether I have a personality issue or maybe this is some fucked up life I’m living. Even when surrounded by family I feel alone. I developed serious anxiety issues due to constant attacks and I can’t tell my family or even speak up, I’m overly stressed, and there’s days where my mood will change, and I’ll cry and hate myself going as far as ripping my hair out or overeating to sooth the pain.
I hear blogging about your feels can be therapeutic and maybe I can find a sense of belonging but as of right now I struggle, I struggle alot. I know someone might say to lean on your friends but I honestly never had one and it wasn’t for lack of trying. I honestly remember/hold onto the pain when I had a few kids sign my yearbook and they wrote fag/faggot all over it.
I am going through something similar instead of leaning on your friends try taking time out for yourself take me time often and try to sleep and eat on time
I can feel u . I also feel the same
Want to talk about it and take it off ur chest
