Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Rant:
So I have been struggling a lot recently, like a lot, a lot, and it has been affecting every aspect of my life. A little over a month and a half ago, I found a lump in my breast, and after a couple of weeks of it not really changing, I finally told my mom about it. Long story short, she said it was probably nothing serious, and “it’s just a part of your body”. Fast forward a week, and my stress levels skyrocket, and I start sleeping less and less, as well as dealing with the added stress of Track Season starting back up, the addition of 9 new moving bodies(baby Chickens) in the same area that I sleep in(one of three Garage rooms). Now, three weeks after the start of rough nights, I have not slept through the night once. And I have tried so many things to try to help me fall asleep, teas, meditation, sleep hypnosis, cutting out caffeine, ASMR videos, soothing music, white noise, silence, watching the sunset, changing lighting, getting rid of screens an hour before bed. I’m at the end of my rope, especially since my mom is getting on my case about my grades slipping(all my grades are above B’s) And today when I asked her to please get me some melatonin, she flat out says no, I have other more important methods to try. It was so hard not to yell at her that I don’t care, I have not slept well for over three weeks, and there is nothing else to do. So I’m lost… My mental health, physical health, and energy levels are dropping alarmingly, ad I need help.