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Sometimes there is plenty of thoughts roaming in my mind like there is plenty of things which not happened according to me and there is others things which I can do better but not that particular time I did other opposite and there is someone who is always stuck in my thoughts everytime I’m alone that person and thoughts about her always disturb my peace and it took some time to move on this particular person maybe need some good time but still there is so much temptation that disturb me or push me to talk to that person but as usually I know what happens if go in that lane I know it will take me nowhere and it is time to move on it is time to heal my own self which is already shattered broken and maybe this time I need to face that pain and go through this process which is quite difficult but it is important it is good for my own self and I’m fighting against myself and also my own self give me strength and there is bigger battle going inside and there is only one outcome that is peace I need that peace I need freedom to those thoughts and that pain and process is part of this and sometimes we need to fight within us for peace and peace and freedom is most precious than anything in this mortal world

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Hi
After reading ur posts n responses
I feel that you are a very sensitive,emotional person
U have a very tender n rare kind of heart…
You have been through a painful relation…
You know it is never easy to move on in life
To stop thinking about a person we were emotionally attached n involved with.
The person captures our heart,mind thoughts everything…
So yes the more we try to run away
The more it appears it front of us…
Healing will take time…
But the best part is you have made up ur mind to move on
This is very imp step
Yes you will fall weak…
I am experiencing the same
I try my level best to avoid thinking about a person
But small triggers remind me of him
It breaks me…
It is a battle
Me v/s my thoughts…

Sometimes i feel angry on him
Sometimes on myself
Sometimes on destiny
Sometimes i just want to leave everything aside n run to him…

So yes all of these thoughts trouble me…
But then i have to act rationally n not emotionally…

It is hard to ACCEPT
BUT UNFORTUNATELY
IT IS OVER…

NO Point of Ifs n buts now…

I try to keep myself so engrossed
Still he follows me everywhere…
His name…
The memories…
Etc. Etc

It is difficult
It is painful…

GOD BLESS YOU…
Immense strength to u…

Take care.

Thanks for reading my thoughts and responses it also help me so much because it remind me I’m not alone here and yup it is hard to move on but we don’t have any other option there is only one way to obtain peace and that go through this pain and I hope whatever pain or struggle you go through you will stay strong and firm and there is very harsh truth which we all ignore that life is full with pain misery and struggle and it always follow us one way to another so I hope someday you will smile just because it will be good day to live and I will always here to help you here with many other good peoples