Please read it to the end.
One year ago, on this day (these days), I was crying myself to sleep, feeling hopeless, restless, wanting to just get to know one good reason for being ‘dumped’. Just wanting to hear that ‘I am here with you’ by that someone special to me. I never thought my life could go on without that ’ particular person’ in my life. I thought there was a problem in me, like I was lacking something, but after a few days I got to know that the person was cheating on me from past 8 months in our 4 years long relationship and that even broke me harder. After that I got to know who my real friends were, because they were busy running after that person and forgetting to look at me, it was like a slap in my face that I was having friends who were not mine ‘friends’. I just wished to end this life (I did not try though, thank god)
I just want to say that I am so grateful for what I am today. Life is not perfect (for everyone out there) but it is good. I am breathing, alive, healthy, at my home, using these gadgets (privileges), surviving this pandemic and I can’t be anymore grateful.
Last year, I was thinking that I lost people but today I know I did not loose anything because you cannot loose something you did not have. I thought life would be bad without that person, but life is better. During the relationship I never understood that I was in a toxic relationship ( well that’s a story for another time), but now I understand what a true relationship looks like. I thought I could never be happy again, and oh boy, I was so wrong, I can’t be anymore content with my life, a life where I am honest, happy with a few ‘real’ people in my life, where even silence feels soothing. OMG, I ranted so much but what could I do, guess I am just so overwhelmed.
So, to all people out there, reading this, if you are going through anything, you think is worst, just know that good days are not far away, this too shall pass. Just stay strong and never loose hope, because trust me these days are worth the pain.
Thanks for reading it people, I appreciate it.
Lots of love to all of you ❤️
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Kushagra @kushgpt
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So good to hear from you!!! Thanks for sharing.
And if you can help I need an advice…
My GF and I are not talking good to each other … I mean we are likely to break up soon! Because she thinks she is worthless for me and I am being too decent for her… I know that is just to say there must be something else behind it! But it has happened quite a few times now.
Let me honestly tell my part… I feel I am more productive at work when we are not chit chatting but I want to talk to her and share with her what has happened in a day and be with her like normal people do. She thinks she bothers me a lot and things can’t be that way and she has already started moving on! I’ve tried many times even in the worst situation to not let her go but now I feel maybe this is what is good for both of us!! I don’t know… any suggestions?
Thanks for reading it.
And about your situation, I don’t exactly know what’s going on with her but being a girl and after experiencing this relationship thing I would say she may have lost interest maybe and that’s why she wants to end things because let’s be honest “you are too good for me” or " you deserve better" are just excuses and if she has already started moving on then most probably I am correct and her interest has shifted to someone else, maybe.
I would suggest that trust your gut feeling but still confronting her would be better than making assumptions which may or may not be true.
At the end of the day, nobody stays forever with you and letting go (a person who wants to go) is better than holding on.
Hope you take a good decision
Lots of love :)
Yeah … thanks for the advice I am pretty sure she is not seeing anyone else … but got your point. I will just keep things as it is for few days and meanwhile make myself up … and let’s see what happens next. it has happened quite a few times now and she has taken her step again n again n again… now I think I should make my mind up and learn how to let people or things go for the betterment. thanks again. Wish you a blessed life! Lots of Love:)
