Please everyone pray for my grandma and grandpa, they both tested positive for covid

COVID-19

HIV Positive looking for someone to hear my heart out.

Adulting

Today I don't really well at all. Because I'm supposed to be back with my girlfriend. But it seem like we just can't get along at all. I'm a but depressed right now. And also I'm unemployed because of covid 19. The companys are not recruiting people's right now. They said after the covid situation better. They will start recruiting again.

Life

GAWD DAMN!!! So I got covid a week ago and today is the LAST DAY I had to stay home!! AND GUESS WHAT?!! THOSE BITCHES AT MY SCHOOL HOST A FREAKING CONCERT😫😫😫I’m soooooo jealous rn!!!! I keep seeing my friends putting it on their stories but gawdddddddd!! 

(Totally out of context but I dreamt about my crush this night and we hugged and kissed in it😫❤️But then I woke up)

Jealous

I got tested yesterday for COVID. It's positive AGAIN!!
I got COVID before also (2yrs.back) WTH!!

I guess this COVID has made us all antisocial. I don’t really talk to people and I am completely okay with it . Lol nothing really matters right ? 

People who got COVID and got recover.

Kindly help us to know as what a person should do and what shouldn’t be done!!
Thank you people…!!

LETS HELP EACH OTHER AND DEBUNK THE MYTHS OF COVID.

Physical health
It was September and its after  1 month I joined my btech 1st year. My family is a middle class family and I am girl of dreams and responsibilities as well. Then came my worst nightmare I became so sick I developed kneepain and I consulted the doctor for the first time. Before this 1year back my mother  got diagnosed with RA(rheamatoid arthirities). By the time I got she was doing fine and was able to take me to hospitals. I started using medicines for knee pain but no use. Day by day my symptoms became worst and doctors couldn't understand what was my problem. I developed burning on my feet and legs. Later the pain Spread through out my body and I started feeling so much fatigue. After 1and half year of roaming around hospitals I came to know that I also have a autoimmune disease like my mom but  doctors couldn't figure what was that. I am using my mom's medicines precisively steroids and I had little improvement. But suddenly I have reappearance of my symptoms and it really makes it worst to study. I was a studious student with good cgpa in 10tha nd inter. My life is now ups and down. I have to use medicines lifelong not even medicines "steroids" which are not that much recommended to a normal people. I have completed my 2month medication and it is really painful that I couldn't even do my things with ease. I am feeling so tired always in pain. I had lot of hopes in my life, now everything is shattered. I am just 21 year old. I have people like my friends around where i am acting that i am okay. I am the best actor ever😞in this case. I don't know how my friends would receive even if I tell them. I am  emotionally and physically collapsed🤕. I have so much of hair falling of from my head due to activity of disease  and I have few friends who made fun of this one time. I am building lot of insecurities due to this issue. I don't know how people recieve me. But defenetly I am not living for people I am living for myself. But God don't u think that I am too young for this suffering. Sometimes I feel that I should end my life because nobody has any use of me but rather a burden to my family. My family never feel that I am  a burden they love me and support me. I know that i am in this phase of life where suffering with pains became a habit for me and if decide continue to live I have to habituate to the pains of the disease lifelong until my last breadth.
The people who read this upto hear remember 1 thing you don't know what a person is undergoing in his/her life. People do act like normal but they have sufferings. Stop judging people based on their looks, language and etc. Try to support people around u and u don't know 
The  magic it does create  in ur life. Bye..... 

Diseases

I m depressed because of this pandemic .lost my amazing job and now I have nothing left . I need money to survive and I need a job for that . But this world is still fighting to get back to normal . God knows how long it will take to return to the pre corona times !

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