Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

People of my age in ma family are very well settled .happily married, hold double degree, excellent jobs earning very well. Me on the other hand literally do nothing I always feel bad about it . And I do get very jealous about it. On the top of it my marriage is a sham and all the fam members know about it. My husband doesn’t even kno the meaning of love, just PDA in front people, n am not getting the right opportunity to work or do something, life is just stuck