Past few days had been really difficult. I thought i getting better letting her go but it feels like all the toughness i show on the outside like i don't give a shit i don't miss her burst on me in a few days. My chest feels heavy my throat aches i fucking wanna know if she's doing okay(knowing she doesn't give a fuck about me) i hope this is for the final time whatever shit that's happening cuz ik there she's hanging out with other peeps enjoying her life barely remembering me and here I'm remembering her every hour no matter whatever thr fuck i did or however busy i stay..(sorry guys whoever is reading this i had to vent myself )

Vent as much as you can if it reels better, it's helping you to feel less heavy i wish you feel better and complete😊

3am Thoughts

Hey. Everyone . I had girlfriend which the relationship lasted for 4 years. And in Jan we had got broke up. Her only reason is that parents wont agree. She has blocked me eveywhere. When she feels sad she contacts me and disturbs me . I m trying to become stonger without her. Now in middle she is back and saying i wont be there so understand . And block me again. What to do with this. She had nice fun trip to goa and pondicherry . Now she says i dont have any friends. Im stuck in feelings . Any help

PART-1: My frst experience..; Its a time back when i was in eight where i felt connected to her everything of her made me go crazy being with her seems the only aim of my life.. we were together from pre kg where we fought with each others many time we were such a piece called as enemy by blood but after a year i saw her i felt she was that queen of my life for whom i was dreaming we used to be together all time in school in dance class in arts class always together.. after gathering too much of feeling I thought of gathering enought strenght to confess it .. then it was a day I confessed her about my feelings.. the confession words were …. Waite for PART -2

Coming Out

Most of the people don't understand the difference between Frustration and Conflicts. .

My girlfriend just left me one day saying that she needs break and during this time I tired approaching her and she had arguments with me… and after a good amount of no contact … I texted one of her friends asking for how she is and is she fine as my gf gets sick very often… now after a month of no contact she comes up starts blaming me by saying I fucked up her examinations and I should live with the life long guilt of causing her harm … and she even said that i bitch talked about her to her friends which clearly never happened 😬.. and then just abruptly blocked me … idk what just happened if anyone has a good explanation to this…. ??

P.s it was a long distance relationship 

Long Distance Relationship

So today after 1 month of breaking up i had a meltdown and i just talked to my ex and told her everything. I told her many things blamed her and she reacted as she did always. She said go block me i am tired and all. Was it okay if i just went and told her everything was it needed. I guess i am still chasing her she is not Going to be there. I feel I should nt tell her anything bt i bad that anger and everything.

She is mine and always mine￼

Love

i came out as bi this year i knew i liked girls since i was 12 but i never told anyone i had my first girl crush at that age but i didn’t know that i was crushing at her i liked her for 2 years i would get jealous when i saw her flirt with guys or date guys i would want to be one of those guys and hated them and thought they didn’t deserve her she was beautiful and very smart i knew she would never like me bcs she was clearly into guys when i stopped liking her i started seeing her for who she was she was selfish and so full of herself i then started to like another girl when i was 15 she liked me back at first we started flirting she was out and i was not and i told her i wanted the thing between us to be private she got mad at first and then accepted it she was always so distant with me she had a lot of trauma from her dad passing away i wanted to help her but she never let me she always talked about other girls she fancied and how much i reminded her of her ex her ex was so toxic and once burned her arm with a cigarette i was nothing like her i could’ve been good to her but she told me that she doesn’t like me anymore and wanted me out of her life

LGBTQ

I'm in love with my bestfriend but she's dating a guy who abuses her,hits her and she still wants to be with him it hurts me so much. I know i would treat her right.she just can't see it. 

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