Part 2- I remember I used to look for you at work n help you . You where quite a cute nice woman . In some ways I tried to avoid you because I knew I could be hurt . We used to help each other and ask each other questions We quite enjoyed it 

Love

Honestly, I can't feel any emotions these days... may be I felt enough emotions at this age .....🙂I can't fit in this generation.....I don't know how to stay connected with people..... Genuinely I want to experience such small things small happiness in this life but everything that turns into a bad experience 💔

3am Thoughts

This year. I met most broken 💔 version of me, but also the strongest.💪 

Lonely

how can I say "no" to people why cant I even say "no" to people...I feel really bad that if I say no they might be hurt. I'm not comfortable but still cant say "no"... how can I say "no"?? why?? plzzz help me I might lose myself while saying yes to everyone! 

Disability

So i couldn't love someone truly or passionately even after 6 months. But that person loves me to much. I just wanted to leave even i realised that but that relationship was left on bad note . I wanna be good person again don't wanna mess things up . I tried my best to fall in love with him . I just couldn't . All my efforts are in drain. I just don't know what to do . I really feel like giving up on myself completely . I feel guilty and dead from inside. I really tried my best but I couldn't do it completely. I know what loving someone deeply means like but i can't be like that anymore . Cause one of my ex boyfriend cheated on me . Obviously I didn't cheated on him but I couldn't love him completely. Either give me some solution or should I punish myself. 

Things to do once in a lifetime...?

I am just hidden.. idk why really tho. Maybe insecurities. But ain't I missing out the life? :/
At home since lockdown I thought am that lucky I don't have to go out now but really didn't I missed so much of life just coz of insecurities? Or fears? What am I scared of? 
Am just venting it it's really bothering me realising now I am a human, a social being, where was the life? Where is the life? What did I do? 

FOMO

Being so unpredictable in life is giving me every second to learn something new. Changes which is alone a constant term in today's world. Has anyone ever met someone who doesn't change their love towards you even you changed your behavior & priority towards them. Just comment about such special person here I just wanted to know how many of them this world have now because such people's are RARE. You are lucky if you have one. 

Life

Sometimes i thought to disconnect all the connection here in my friend list and create another fresh account 😩

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