overthinking + introvert + only having 2 close friends who are non communicative and moody 🥲🥲🥲🥲
kaise jhelu main itna kuch saath me batao 

accha ji aur vo loneliness
friends nai hona
hangout nai kar paana 
hafte hafte bhar ghr me rehna
vo sab 

main krta hi nai
sab bekaar lgte hai
i have just 2 close people 
jo mere saath 7 saal se hai
and I'm happy and fine with them bas beech beech me pagal hojaate hai vo aur kuch nai 🥲🥲

I think what gives me peace is the fact that we can still be lot explorative inspite of having introvertive traits . Imho that can be a limiting thought ,ohh I'm an introvert, introverts don't do this blah blah

3am Thoughts

anyone knows how to change username? galti se ig aur iska same ho gaya hai :|

Current Affairs

Happy Sunday 💫

Friends

I have been struggling with body issues since my teenage. Now i'm in my late 20s. I workout 5 days a week, try to maintain a good diet and I have seen the results. But still not happy with what i see in the mirror. I caught hepatitis 2 years back and my weight dropped drastically that I became much thinner than the healthy body. That 2 months were the only time I can remember where i felt confident in my skin. Now I have a very toned body but even a small flab which I can grab sets my mood off. I have no idea what to do now

Body Dysmorphia

How can I overcome from loneliness & anxiety after losing close one’s?

Anxiety

I've always had this addiction of porn, since I was in std 6. Since I had started my college things seemed fine and I felt i had come out of it, but it relapsed during covid lockdown. I felt things would go back to normal when the college reopens and it kinda did.... I handled it well for a month then it relapsed. I couldnt control. Now, its been 10 days since my last relapse and I'm having the urge to watch porn again. I dont know what to do... Also, I lose a lot of hair when the relapse occurs and its not healthy for me either, but somehow, I'm stuck in this weird loop that I badly want to come out of.

Addiction

Old Id got banned, idk why 🥲🥺

Mutuals yahan text krlo please 🥺🥲

Acquaintance

"And away she went 
Flowing with the wind, dissolved in the water, burning with the flames  
Took my heart and soul with her and left me alone in this darkness 
I begged her to stay 
And away she went "
I don't usually right isliye agar aachi na lage to gaaliya mat dena😅

I feel like I have lost my skill to connect with people. Like i dont have much to offer now in terms of personality and it makes me insecure and not be confident. 

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