one thing I've learned to this life is that, you are not always the protagonist of other's story, humans are built to think about their selves and their selves alone. 

Other

If you think that saying 'sorry' or accepting an apology is gonna make you weak, you're being delusional. Instead, it makes you strong because nothing is more great than you defeating your ego against a relationship.
Oh hey, sometimes when you say sorry, you'd usually get a response as, "you're too late. You can't change the past" but that's wrong. Apologies aren't meant to change the past, but to change the future.

3am Thoughts

I do not understand what should I do, the job that is going on now has no place. Meaning it may or may not grow up well, but if I am looking for another job, then it is fine with the previous job, but the salary is not good in it. And I can't compromise in it at the moment, so what should I do, because in the previous job it is such that if it happens then there can be good income and if it doesn't happen then  maybe I stay at home for a few days and now I am hearing that  there is a chance to move forward but nothing is sure because only hearing is coming, what should I do if I went to a new one and got better at it then if I did not and never did it here, then what should I do? I do not understand😣😣

Conflict

Hey guys,
How is everyone doing?

I don’t know what i want exactly there are tonn of emotions feelings which im going through…it started last year sincr then I’m in love with a girl who has been my friend since 3-4 years she likes me too we were in an unofficial relationship i feared commitment we always thought we have enogh time and everything was going just fine since then eventhoygj we were not officially in a relationship but we both were aware of our feelings i have had so many issues in my lofe but having her was the onlu happiness i had last week on Saturday i got to know she told e she is getting engaged after 2 days on 23 november to a guy of her family’s choice since then I’m not able to hold myself i gave my everything to be with her to make her happy she is my love…i tried stoping her from this engagement she didn’t i guess she wants it and we both belong from different religions she is a muslim from a conservative family ajd iam a hindu
After getting to know about engagement i tried to cut myself out of her life but i cant she was my bestfriedn she said she can’t say no to her father because he wants her to marry now i don’t know what to do i cant force her i can’t stop myself thinking about her…since last 7-8 monyhs my life was literally revolving around her only my day stated with her and ended on her…we shared everything she told me earlier that her parents are looking for a guy for her but we were not sure coz we both are just 21 but all of a sudden after getting to know about her engagement I’m not beinh able to do anything on that very day i cried talking to her for 3 hours but i thought to be strong i went to work i did that for 5 days but im exhausted I’m done feeling broken im not going office since last 2 days i still talk to her but i cant tell her what im going through it will make it worse for her…my brain is exploding with emotions i want to cry i want to be with her the feeling of losing her id killing me i love her so much i don’t know what to do im not able to sleep im not able to eat i cant help it but think about it only i dony have luxury of taking break i have to work i have to do that damn job i have to earn i love her i love her so much

Love

I like tall girls but my crush is not so tall

I'm sorry I can't hold that pain anymore 

Suicidal Ideation

Can’t help but feeling like the only person I can count on in this world is myself. 

Waking up early and having a cold shower is like fighting with a dragon. 

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