one of my friends gets triggered very easily. i triggered her but i don't feel bad
actually, i don't feel much emotions. it's as if i'm closed up i guess.

nah ................. u aren't emotionless for sure 
U just don't know how to express ur feelings and that know 
U just trigger them for fun so it's okay 
just try keeping urself busy 

still not okay 
DM
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Communication has to be two way. When someone says something, it is so important to realise who is saying it and with what intent. Knowing that you are a friend, they should sort of give you the benefit of doubt that you mean well probably...

Misunderstanding

My friends are becoming very judgemental and weird now a days. It hurts so much!

Relationships

I love making new friends but if I make new friends help them and the fact that they don’t give me that importance makes me feel lonely .

My friends are good they always help me but sometimes they just become very rude or mean to me saying me things like I am such a badluck for them everytime i am with them they fall in trouble...or things like  am irresponsible and immature or useless...I always listen to them and  solve their problems..I know I am clumsy and dolot of mistakes but still these words hurt me so much.

Friends

Hey everyone! I'm new to this app so please bear with my message because it maybe a long one.

Just over a month ago, I left my discord server where I spent 25 months trying my level best(as a person with crippling social anxiety) to make lifelong friends.
I didn't just make that move overnight; I love them all but it was increasingly beginning to feel like I didn't belong there anymore(or that I never did in the first place, idk). They always tried to be nice and considerate towards me but it all seemed like a charade they put on so that they dont have to blame themselves for it.
When I left, just one person messaged me to ask me if I was okay and it truly felt like nobody cared.
However, when I approached some of them they were nice to me as usual when I told them I want to seek professional help for my social anxiety(which, again, felt superficial).
I would like to believe that once I work on myself(which is why I want to begin here), I can give them a disease of mine they deserve who they can count on for as long as I am available.
I have not been going through the best of times even otherwise since I got laid off from my first job send thst has created a financial standstill. 
Any help and advice will be greatly appreciated. 😊



Social Anxiety

So say you introduced your friend to your other friend circle and over a little less than a year, they became good friends. And now, since the last 3 months they've been arguing and fighting alot. That friend that you introduced even said "I wish I never met them"
but they've always been the ones your friend talked to every single day.
What would you do??
Yes, that's what's happening to me, I really don't know what to do and the last thing I'd want to do is separate all of them. I tried to fix their friendships again and again but it never worked, they'd be friendly for a few days and then back to war. I tried talking to the friend I introduced them to, since they were causing the fights and they always said that they'd be nicer, kinder but it just never turns out like how I want it to be. 

I don't smoke, drink, or party every weekend. I don't play around or start drama to get attention. Yes, we do still exist!



Career

Isn't it so odd that despite having friends and family we're still alone and lonely inside. I don't enjoy having conversations with people or hanging out with them, it all just seems so fake like you're just so disposable for everyone around you and you're gonna get replaced in no time and people only think of you when they're going through a rough time, you're nothing but a shoulder to cry on. Friendships fade so quickly. I don't know whether it is actually possible for you to call someone their genuine friend who you like talking to without feeling heavy on your heart or put a filter on. Why is finding your kind of a crowd so difficult 

3am Thoughts

i feel really bad right now. somebody, help me please!
i dont know why most of my friends treat me like this. they gave me a feeling like even i am disappeared, there is nothing happened. i admit that i did hurt them, but i just did it accidentally and i apologized to them. however, they always remember that and it's like they hate me ...
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they hurt me so many times. calling me a princess bc i am not good at sport, bc of my poor health... they laughed and made fun of it. calling me a princess bc im not good at sth they are very good at. always leave me alone,refuse to help me.  in many subjects, i asked them to help me, they got mad at me and shouted at me loudly "DO IT YOURSELF"... at that time, i just wanted to cry but i had to hold it back.
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even when they did that to me, i didn't get mad at them, i always keep silent and forgive them. i always help them, and never complain about sth they are bad at. even if i'm hurt, even if i cry, i just have to bear it alone and i didnt tell them how they hurt me. it's bc im afraid of loosing them, im afraid that i will not have any friends and i will be isolated again. it broke my heart with their harsh words, and all i could do was just saying sorry. i was the first one who said sorry, everything i did just made it worse.
why am i the only one who suffer so much? 
i know in their mind, i am a loser, good for nothing, annoying person. when i looked at myself, i also saw my strengths. i can play the piano, im quite good at IT subject and i can speak 3 languages .and i know i have to be stronger and optimistic. but they made me feel so small, they always look at my weak points, they think my strengths are just bc im lucky and i depend on other people. the more i try the more i fail. 
i feel really lonely, please help me. 

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