one hard question on my homework and i am immediately on social media..

How tough it is..... Am tryin tryin tryin but life keeps banging me all over again ...
I don't even have a single frnd to talk and share.... No cousin whom i can trust...... Feels very sad man!! Noone to fuckin call talk life sucks.....


Lonely

Just signed up and I don’t know it all works properly but it seems as if we make posts and people in the community talk to us through comments?

Confusion

A friendship where you'll get matching hoodies, talk shit abt ppl, fck other people'sopinions, travel together ,support eachother in bad decisions, hog food like there's no tmrw ,smack ass like it's  main thing lol just kidding, n support eachother in bad times is all i want ..just one fcking person...is this too much to ask?

3am Thoughts

Why it’s like difficult to greet people , i am bad trying my best . I was confused whether i should greet or not and if should greet the how ? Kya horaha hai 😩

Just found that my dad is cheating on my mom. She knows it, but doesn't have the strength to accept it. Though he refer those girls as sisters, but the chat my mom saw was going another way. She knows it right. Just that she's broken to know about all this and doesn't want to talk to anybody about this. We went through the dad's phone too. But the chats those were there right in the evening, doesn't exist now! He deleted them. This isn't the first time he's into this. I can understand her pain, it hurts to see your partner cheating on you. I can feel her. But I have no way! Is there any way I can get those chats and call logs back? I don't want her to suffer. Though we can't move out, but ig there's nothing wrong in making him realise that not everything he does is correct! 

Cheating

I am currently doing my online MBA. I have started questioning my decision because it’s been 5 months into the college and I don’t have any friends. I am an introvert so we have marks for participating in class and it’s so difficult for me that I have stopped doing it completely. I got less marks in my first exam and now have zero motivation to work towards next exam. I think with friends around, it would have been easier. 

Motivation

Hii guys, I wanna say that i have no friends in my life. Whom, I made my friend only get ignored by them. I really want to make friends like everyone. I really feel alone sometimes. So i just wanna say, can anyone be my friend and we can share thoughts. My english vocabulary might be wrong but not my intentions ☺. So, if anyone is interested in friendship then plz contact. 
Thanks for reading. 

hi, i keep writing these.. and i keep getting really good answers.. which makes my heart melt that there all nice people in the world that take the time to read these and write back. everyone says run away for a couple days, call hospice for my mom.. move out.. buy a house.. pray.. ill ask for help and i dont get help.. i get advice.. and i cant take the advice i am given when i am stuck with no help. my moms dying, she cant do anything on her own and i tried to put her in a home and it made it worse.. no one wants me to call a at home nurse.. its killing me and my brother.. hes so young.. and hes so sad.. all i wanted to do  was prevent this. im failing at everything.. my job, my relationship, helping my mom and raising my little brother.. i mean im only 19 i cant do everything... work is starting to ask me to come in everyday.. and do alot of hours.. i get treated like shit.. but i need the money to pay the bills.. when i come home i either sleep or bathe... i never eat anymore.. i just forget tbh.. i always have this gut feeling to stab myself.. i wanna go into the military.. but cant leave.. AND cant pass the asvab because im an idiot.. i tried college but i  never got an email to do virual meeting, and they wont send me one so i guess im not gonna go.. i have no car, no money, well.. i have like 1000 to my name. but that only gets me so far.. i cant leave my sister because her bf is an ass.. and he hits her and yells at her. and i cant leave my uncle bc he would be alone. and i cant leave my mom bc she depends on me and only me.. i thought about taking my brother and my mom but i couldnt take care of her by myself. then i thought about putting her into a home.. but i couldnt live with myself. im lost and dont know what do to. sometimes all i can think  of is ending it and making it where my brother would get my little money and will have a place to live.. hes honeslty the only reason ive lived this long.. if my mom would try i wouldnt mind giving up my life.. but shes gave up.. ive spend over a year at home trying to make her try.. she wont even try to walk again.. ive gave up schlaorships, money, and my dreams for her.. and her mind is so  gone she doesnt even care. shes not my mother anymore. the days im at work or shes asleep are the best days. and the worse part is my whole family has given up, no one will visit and my sister and uncle are just letting her rot away. once i was driving me and my brother.. and i literally thought about driving into  something. i thought about writing a suicid note and explaining why i couldnt anymore and thought it would change anything. im just very lost and at the edge of death. i dont even know if i believe in god anymore.

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