One day, I want to silently disappear from these people around meā¦ they wonāt remember meā¦ I would go somewhere distantā¦ in a nice place- near a sea or riverā¦ will buy a house and pets there and would remain there for lifeā¦ memoryless and anonymousā¦ I donāt want anyone to remember or love meā¦ I am not worthy of thatā¦ I just want me to live by my side happily with my animalsā¦ and I will forget everything and live lifeā¦ that day will comeā¦ it has tooā¦
I prefer mountains over sea or river š
Since it seems you wish to harm yourself call an ambulance right now and get yourself to the hospital.
no dudeā¦ I am perfectly alrightā¦ have no such plans
Youāre perfectly alright? Why, then did you say: āI donāt want anyone to remember or love meā¦ I am not worthy of thatā¦ā