Oky after some days i m dealing with depression my behavior totally change nd I think I should talk my boyfriend what I feel nd I m not feel well nd I tried to explain him directly indirectly nd he act like oky he don't even ask me hows I m feeling now how I deal with it we just arguing with each other I really feel fuckin bad   nd I think he trying force him self to love me and I said him clearly don't do this pls be honest nd he was like I just love you nd I can't feel it honestly 🥺 now I m fighting with my self to believe him or not🥺 nd I don't have any friend who give me a better suggest I feel fuckin loneliness

I m deactivated from social media!  I just use Snapchat

Drop your if I think I should than! Otherwise I m sorry 

I tried so many time but it's doesn't work nd every time I tried to explain he said u think too much I m just busy😔

That's same thing happened with me nd I take break for my self nd I can figure out that he really want to love me ya he already love me I still didn't get answers but we clearly talk about everything nd than we both decided to start again with fresh vibes nd it's worked so talk him nd his reaction is your answer

Depression

I m stuck I m in relationship more than 3 years nd sometimes I feel like I  am really love with him sometimes I don't want to be in relationship sometimes it's good to be with him sometimes horrible I just can't figure out but I can't stay away from him I can't stop care about him I can't stay angry with him I always things let go just bcz he feel oky but sometimes idk what's wrong with me

Anxiety

Lonely. I'm so lonely. 
I've moved further from my family so they are out of reach. I love my new house but live alone.
My work friends have all left our place in the last few months due to poor management and treatment at work - I'm trying to do the same but so far haven't had the same fortune. It's so lonely there too. I dread it every day.
My normally loving boyfriend (who lives a few streets away) has become withdrawn in the last few weeks, and no matter what I do to be by his side I am being pushed away in response. I don't feel I can reach out to him anymore and he often ignores my attempts at contact. I'm trying to respect his boundaries but am becoming deeply unhappy.
I don't have any close friends or a best friend I feel I can call or text. 
I've stayed home today because my anxiety had rocketed and I can't seem to stop crying. 
I feel so alone.


Lonely

So I broke up with my bf a year ago and I started my college and I had a guy who was my bsf and I shared everything with him I was very Close to him but I felt very very guilty of doing that because I still love my ex and it would hurt him so much. I cannot accept this self of me😭😭 along with that I wanted to distract myself and answered the guys who flirted with me I thought all this would make me feel good about myself and I will start loving myself and now I hate that I did that. I stopped speaking to guys who are just my friends because I felt guilty for getting attached and I started talking back to my ex and I couldn't even tell him about what I did in the days he wasn't there. I don't know if I should tell him all that. Without telling that whenever I look back the guilt is haunting me and please help ne 😭😭😭

Boyfriend

So I am going through a lot these days I know all my problems will be stopped if I stop overthinking and just be and live the moment but no matter how hard I try I'm overthinking about it.. so I have a relationship of 6 years now, he is a very awesome person he is a great partner in every way he was perfect for me with all his flaws and all his imperfections. But 2 months back I came around a boy and I instantly had a crush on him I tried to stop myself a lot but I fall in love with him (one sided) and than somehow we started talking and I got to know that he is same as me and in just 2 months we have became very close and we shared our heart out we still can see and believe that we are exactly same and he understands and gets me very well in just 2 months which is actually not possible. And now he knows about my boyfriend and he supports me that I should be with my boyfriend because my boyfriend needs me more than anyone as his mom passed away 4 months ago. It is still shocking for him and he is not able to get over it and he needs me the most and I'm there for him always as he is my best friend also we have a special bond and I know I'll be happy with him but now the thing is that I don't feek the same for him anymore that used to... I overthink that I've done wrong he doesn't deserve me anymore but I can't leave him like this because he doesn't have anyone else now

Cheating

It turns out that he got back to his ex that he ever dumped 6 months ago when he decided to want me back. I just don't know what to feel anymore cause the love that he showed me was never true. It was just his game all along. Why do I ever had to go through this breakup with the same person  twice... 

Its just hurt a lot...

Breakup

About almost a year ago, I was in a terrible headspace due to certain circumstances my family, friends, career, and everything seemed to move away from me in different directions and I felt paralyzed, unable to do anything except just watch them leave, and losing myself slowly by each passing day.  however, I still had apart of myself deep down which had this hope that I'd see the brighter side someday, and I did. I found this guy online, tbh I was skeptical initially to even talk to about general things keeping in mind the fact that how online conning is so common nowadays and also because I am an introvert and was really vulnerable to let my walls down to anyone that fast. I started out with general life and no preconceived notions or motives towards him or myself. he came across to me just the way he had described himself , sensible, funny, and loving. however one day out of nowhere he asked me to call him and that he needed some emotional support and had a rough day, and I did call him, we talked for the first time but surprisingly it wasn't awkward even for a person like me, he told me about his situations, his emotional grievances, family issues and so much more, and I helped him in the best way possible and I got know a part of the real him. he was sensitive and cared for people in his life. he had seen certain terrible things but despite that cared for others around him with utmost sincerity. so I as time passed by I started letting my walls down and he beautifully handled me with the utmost care, and over a span of 5 months we became best friends, he was someone i couldn't complete my day without and so was i to him. my circumstances were still the same and I was still facing the same issues each day but having him in my life provided a sense of unsaid security and safeness i was longing for. things kept on going in a good direction, our chats turned into calls, which turned into video calls and finally we even met. it was a beautiful experience for me, i was so overwhelmed to be present with him but i couldn't express my utmost gratitude and happiness to him. after that things were okay for a short while until he started restraining away from me, i tried contacting him several times but he seemed disinterested and cut off and every time he would tell me that he'd call me or text me but didn't. i was petrified i had seen people leaving like nothing really happened and wasn't ready to experience another time, but eventually, i did. he left, and hasn't returned ever since. and  i have been left behind with this gut wrenching pain that never seems to go away. i used to feel sad earlier and hurt but now i have stopped feeling things. it's not about him it's about the fact how easy it is for people to walk out on me, how easy it is for people to forget me and all this has lead me to a great self realisation that how i am not enough. my circumstances are still the same as the last year but this time the part of me that hoped on seeing the brighter side is blinded. i am blinded by the brighter side, i don't want to see it even if it's next to me, for who knows what magnitude of pain it has to offer this time and tbh i have nothing left in me. everything seems so lame, even writing all of this down like this. what's the use of anything and everything. nothing seems to keep me moving now. all that is left behind in me is a bruised body and an acing soul. 

Life

I met a guy online. We like each other but my parents will not approve because they do not want me dating at 16. I know my siblings are too and my brother is overprotective as hell. I ended our convo last night telling him to not talk to me any further because I don’t want to continue hurting his feelings and give him anymore hope. Did I make the right decisions? 
My parents would only want me to be with someone with a nice background like smart, being rich and all that shit. The guy I met is nice and understanding but had a record of being in juvie for hitting a guy trying to rape a girl. He is also a high school dropout. What should I do? Did I make the right decision of ending it? 

Love

Geez, I don't know where to start or its because I never see myself writing this  -_- anyways, AM I CRAZY??
 I think I am falling for someone whom I barely talk and knew. Omg. I am new to this company and I am way too far from them (it means I am working for them, from another country) then I met, this guy over a video call meeting and wtf, i just found myself stalking him on his social media accounts (yes at first, i am attracted on how he looks good but upon stalking him *geez, this is me being creepy, yikes!* and yep I admire him from knowing he's hobbies (he is a football captain) then being fun with his sisters and friends. I think he's a nice guy. BUT on the other side he seems a little harsh on me when he's giving me a task :( I think, he doesn't like me (even as a co-worker). Every time I have concerns or questions about the task he gave me, I think he's fed up most of the time and sometimes he's not responding (I connect with him for work, just PURE work) so yeah, tell me what to do so I can stop this craziness and not being me so sensitive over him.  -___- (btw, we're same age-mid 20's) 

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