Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Okay this time it wont be about the online girl!
But how should i ever be okay or, find happiness? If in past 3 years ye, umm i lost my sweet classmate due to cancer, i knew her little, but she was damn so opened to anyone, without looking at the fact she had cancer, she stood so strong and never said no to help others! But i/we lost her, and half a year later i lost my dad due to cancer as well🥺 had to watch him die for so long! Until day mom called me! Last year i lost my dear dear neighbor due to age but she was damn sweet! Week ago i lost my online friend, how should i ever move on from all these loses? I cant, i wont😖 because of the fact that tommorrw is gonna be morning when i woke up and theyre not here with me