Okay so i was in hostle for my whole BTech life and it was my frst tym to stay in hostle. In my frst yr I got random roomates and luckyly one of them was frm my native place. We got to know each othr and we were surprised to know that our interests match very well. I felt a kind of warmth abt it and was looking forward to make that frndshp a long lasting one. But then we had separate clases so she got new frnds. I thought I had a bestfrnd bt later realized that she had bestfrnds bt iam nt in that list. But I was never possessive n all. All I wanted was her to reflect atleast a little of wat I gave to her. In my second we changed our room where me,her and her 2 bestfrnds became roomates. Even aftr becoming a roomate thngs didn’t change much they 3 used to hang a lot leaving me hanging which made me feel terrible. They used to help eachothr out in each n evry small thng bt whenever I ask thm to help me out they used to give faces to eachothr.Jst imagine being in a whole new world where u don’t know anyone n ur only ray of hope is nt really urs. I tried a lot to blend in with thm bt they never considered close to them I guess. We 4 used to have a group n that is jst for namesake I guess bcoz they 3 already had a group and its full of notifications all the tym. I have poured out my feeling indirectly that iam feeling left alone a lot of tyms bt it’s of no use I guess coz the ans that I receive would be “it’s nt lyk that u r with us too” bt their actions used yo state a diff meaning. My whole BTech life was the same shit. I used to think that may b one day atleast one day thngs would change. Bt now even aftr one yr of completion of my clg thngs never changed really.
I feel so lonely,sad,depressed, vulnerable…
But why do you still want to hold on to it, there are many people whom you might had avoided May be give an talk to them, even they might felt same and also Firstly flush these people, when you feel they are toxic why you still need them in life?
I don’t know. I jst got stuck with them n iam unable to overcome. I jst feel that if I leave them thn I won’t have anyone else😞😞.
Change your thinking of you will waste your college life with friends who don’t even value you go make new friends it’s easy just start talking to new ppl new roommate n then when you get to know shift to their room and be happy n they should make you happy then they are your friends not insecure and doubts
Have self respect they might be just using you as they know you are insecure and you don’t have guts to talk to new ppl u are in your college life why r u wasting it for those roomies even I was like this I could have had good long lasting friends now I don’t because I ran behind those who used be like dustbin and they knew she will anyway come behind
Even now you have them
There are many in the world who love you, just come out and think of people who loves you.
Yeah iam dng it bt I dnt y I screw it up with evryone😞😞😞
We are human beings only such things happen keep trying don’t give up
Yes sure.thnq
