O my god! I'm really getting a strong urge feeling to do something I don't wanna do! Plz help! 

Vaiya wahi to problem h.. M rahta hu flat m aur mummy papa bahar gye hue hain! Dost avi kaha milega! Kisi kaam m focus nhi krr paa raa is ki waje se! It's serious 

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Confusion

I wish i could just disappear from here with just a snapping of time.
I mean I really do. I didn't have the energy to live further. Nothing holds me anymore.

Anxiety

I am feeling guilty of seeking attention. I don't know why I do that but I feel guilty after that. I try to make my mind aware of not doing anything to grab attention for example playing victim card or use of misery and sometimes acting weak/ dizzy or helpless. Sometimes I think I am mentally sick. Do You think I should seek  psychiatrist's help to get rid of this problem? 

Where are the interesting,+ve energy kinda people at? Let's talk 

Friends

I am feeling that there is a race and every other person is running, I am also being a contestant and running but slow. I see that time is very less for me to reach my goal and I am helpless but running in no direction. There is disharmony inside me why can't I run fast, will i be able to succeed 

Adulting

If i disappear like who cares.
Nobody cares man but that's okay.
That's life.

3am Thoughts

Depressed, extreme sadness and negative thoughts frequently, scared of situations, negative thinking, wrong mindset, heavily tensed, confusions between things and decisions. Avoiding friends and social interactions, altogether is making me suffer like hell. Something is wrong with me..I don't know how to get out of this. 

I want to cry, I hate myself, I don't want people to hear my stupid words, I don't want people to hear my thought, I don't want to reach for help

I'm drowning, I'm barely hanging, I'm struggling

I have to always smile cuz people know me as a smiley person, people see me as a happy go lucky person, people see me as a easy going person, people see me as an independent person

I want attention but I don't like people tu pay attention to me, I want to talk more to my friend but I don't want them to look at me as a nuisance, I want to give my opinion but I'm afraid my idea is a trash

So I'm hanging to my self and I only have my one friend to share my thought cuz I don't want to burden anyone especially my family cuz I like seeing people smile and I hate to see them worrying about something 🥰🤗

You could say I'm a selfless lifeless person 😊

But I won't do suicide don't worry

Almost like taking a chance to end everthing.

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