Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Now I’m feeling that I will be getting deeper into the sand. Actually, I had a crush on this guy in my school and we were like the best buddies. Everyone said that we are like in a relationship or something but he said that don’t mind them. I was scared that if I confessed to him then our friendship will be no more so I had buried my feelings inside my heart but years passed and he became distant to me. He would hang out with other girls and didn’t even ask about me. But in 8th grade, he came to me and said sorry for not hanging out with me, and after that, we chat through texts, video calls and he even asks about my health. Then on my birthday when I invited him on zoom call and send him the link, he blocked me and didn’t come on the zoom. I thought that he would be busy but my heart was broken when I called him after my birthday to ask about the reason and he said that please don’t disturb me I don’t have time for this stuff and you’re like a headache to me so please don’t text, call nor talk to me in school. And today when I see him he was so happy with a girl and even clicked pictures with her and everyone was saying that they are a couple. And the best thing was the girl was my best friend 🙂. She started to talk with him by spoiling my name in front of him and making me bad for him. I don’t know what to do or whom to say so I wrote it here. The moment that I had with him were the best memories and I would like to keep them for my lifetime. I wish that at least you had trusted me not her. If you have any suggestions then please tell me should I talk to him or let it be the same …