Not to well its like nobody understands me i always feel lonely or weird not like everybody else I got alot on my mind its hard living this life sometimes I meditate and I feel like it’s just showing me more how I’m watching my life crumble and its nothing I can do about it
I’m not going to pretend I understand you because I don’t think I do. But I know a lot about life falling apart. It happened to me when I was diagnosed with Asperger’s. It happened to me when I realised I was bisexual (despite not knowing that was a thing because of my sheltered butt). It happened when I missed 5 years of school because of mental health. nobody gets what I’m going through either.
But in the end, why do people need to understand you? All that matters is that you understand you. That no one gets hurt. It’s like that song, Iris by the Goo-goo Dolls “and I don’t want the world to see me; 'cause I don’t think that they’d understand; when everything is made to be broken; I just want you to know who I am”. Also long as those you care about know who you are, as long as you know who you are, it doesn’t matter id people understand.
And maybe your life isn’t crumbling, maybe it’s shifting into something that you need. I hope this helped somehow. Stay strong, you brave fighter
