Not to well… as everyday I miss my Dad even more. He was my best friend and companion. The one I lived my dreams and goals with. He showed me true love and heart, something that I am wondering if I will find again. Each day that passes I feel emptier as I don’t have that person there to talk too and call at lunch to tell him I miss you, love you, how’s your day going, how are you feeling, and what do you want for dinner? The simple conversations which brought comfort to my life and love. There is just no one to talk too that had the same connectivity and love for each other; as I always wanted to live with my Pop’s (yes, I finally got to move to my dad’s at 14 and I wouldn’t be where I am today if it wasn’t for him). That’s why it is so hard not to feel lonely as the house i bought for us is empty without him. I leave the lights on in our living room where he passed away so he is not left in the dark and everyday I go out to an empty room and glance over wishing he was there… That’s why on Saturday i finally kinda had that feeling of not being alone with no one to talk too lifted from my heart as I got to spend time with an old friend. Her presence felt the void in my heart for a Day, but I think it made me feel worse because it made me realize how lonely I am without someone who cares to talk too. Will there ever be a sense of comfort? Will I find a partner to love and cherish? Will my hearts void me filled with love and companionship once again? I Don’t Know!!! My dad’s gone and everyday is a struggle to not feel lonely.
I can’t imagine how many difficult this must be for you.
I wish I could give you a hug right now. I’m praying for you. 🥺💛
Yeah… it has been extremely difficult. I wish you could, because that would bring me comfort… California? If so, maybe you can…
My condolonces to you! I’m giving you a virtual hug! It’s okay to not be okay and let it out. Just remember that you’re not alone and I’m here for you.
Thank you. I appreciate it a lot. Just need a companion to share true love with that can fill that emptiness. I haven’t stop feeling alone. Thank you for the hug.
Losing a parent is one of the hardest things a person can go through. The best thing you can do is remember the good times you shared and continue to make them proud. Cherish the people in you’re life you care about and tell them how much you they mean to you. We live in a very materialistic world but the time you spend with your family and friends is the only luxury because there’s no way to replace it or get it back. I’m very positive you’ll find love and people who will bond with you. Aim to have the same impact your father had on you on anyone else you cross paths with in your life. Hope this helped. ❤️