*Not everything that is **FACED** can be **CHANGED**, 
But nothing can be **CHANGED** until it is **FACED**😉*

true! when we want to change something, we need to face it!

Life

**I really don't know what to do. I'm stuck and I'm desperate.**

I'm a female, and I use an online chatroom called "Discord", recently I have had to go through a really difficult breakup, and have been talking to an Autistic boy that lives in Georgia. We've know each other since before I started dating my ex, but he really wants to date me.
He's told me that I'm the only thing keeping him alive, but he's holding me back and making me feel trapped. I don't know what to do or tell him. I just want to disappear, but I can't.

Depression

How can i bring it in my habit to wake up on a slight sound instead of just not sleeping..

3am Thoughts

My bf told me just leave him? When I ask him is it he break up with me? He never answer? What he mean? 

Breakup

Hey i have a question what if we could see in darkness rather than in light wouldn't this experience be different? Like we can see what's in the depth of sea.. what's there in the universe till where light is unavailable to flow...

Bro..i am currently in a job with 3.8lpa but if i stay in same company might be in dec with an exam see some of you might already know in tcs digital i will get 7.4..or so and in Jan i will complete 2 years.


You now know my situation i now was approached by a recruiter from a PBC a small one but i prefer to join a small company when i change so it's fine. They are asking me for sdet lead role bro like wow. That would be crazy and at the same time i want to stay.

what should I do now if i stay and then change my package might defined become more cause this is my first change of company and atleast a 100% hike is compulsory for my role so it would be 14 or so if i wait till coming March or so.

If you know software industry we can also negotiate once I get offer i can still try other companies and negotiate to go more but..i can do the same with March and it has same chnaces.


Just tell me what do you think.im an sdet.

My current package is low bcoz I joined in my college offcampus but it has no much growth 



Career

Struggling with anger with a lot of people in my life...myself included.
I find it hard to  find anything redeemable about myself...scarred and other physical flaws from past...no close friends...when i do feel spirited and allow myself to let someone in..they leave me feeling like trash and throw me away.

I was molested ...father used me and tnrew me way liie trash...mom called me a demon and made me ferl ostracized...altho i have to admit relationship  with her is better...but still anger from the past...she almost let me go like trash in the wind....friends used me like trash...and anytime i think i get close to someone they never talk to me again...they take ehst they want...whayever comfort they want from me  then throw me to the side like trash....what do i have to improve? Physically im nothing...mentally screwed...i have no confidence....live for? What purpose...im trash...and everyone has shown me that.

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