none of my friends truly care of would like to spend time with me and do not talk to me often, but they say they care about me

Lonely

Some friend treats me like shit i could feel that..but i dont let go of them because i know that I won't get anyone better.. I can't socialize no more.

Friends

I have only 2 best friends. And as good as ut sounds, its not what you think. I never had friends and now even though i have 2 they don't respond or talk to me that much. 1 will take a full day to respond and the other doesn't understand easily what i need help in. In other words it's like they are forced to be my friends. I always initiate the convos and never get talked to first. I know they are true friends. But for GOD sake why don't they act like ones. 

Why is it necessary to have friends in life!?

I always thought that friends were so important in life. They make life meaningful, stressfree. Being with friends felt like being in heaven. This was all I always had in mind when I was with people whom I called my friends once. But sad part is, they mistreated me, made me feel like a second class person and think ill of me. This I realised recently that they didn't even give me a place in their lives not even gave me respect. I had been treated badly and judged. I ignored their behaviour because I thought I am too not a best person overall and made mistakes but now, when I see back i see only hatred I received. Once I got so depressed and blamed myself for ruining friendship which I cherished most above all the relationships.  They threw me out of their lives without giving me a chance to explain as I wasn't worthy. past 2 years was very depressing for me. Now I am still struggling and trying to come out of that feeling. They were my school friends and I didn't have any friends except them.  Now, I am all alone, without friends but I am living.........

I've had this thought for a while. Whether people truly cared for me or not. Just deep down in their heart, they probably hated me? 

I had friends in high school which I'm closed with. We used to spend time together. Movies and all. Her secrets are mine and my secrets are hers. But one day we just stop. She blocked me from social media. 
Did I somehow do something bad? She has new friends now. The one which was way better than me in terms of academic grade and this made me think back on myself. 

Am I really wanted? I feel like all of them will leave me sooner or later. And I'll be left alone. 

I hate loneliness

Trigger Warning:
Mention of suicide 

Hey there! 
So... I've made a couple of online friends a few months back, and now we've grown pretty close. But recently, one of them has been having a very difficult time..., regarding strained relationships with some very close people... I guess I should also mention that they are emotionally sensitive & pretty strong too... like, they've attempted suicide more than once before, feeling overwhelmed with emotional pain... and then again I've seen them (actually heard from them/through chats; we never met irl) be very strong emotionally too...
So... the thing is I'm not sure how to be there for them... As someone who cares a lot (like, A LOT) for their friends, I really feel helpless and desperate at times when chatting with them... Recently, as I said, they've been having a rather difficult time, and they're trying their best to stay strong... But I'm worried that they might be overwhelming/overstraining themselves...
Can anyone please suggest how I can give them more support...?
(PS: in the current situation, getting a therapist isn't possible for them... and due to the pandemic (& distance), it's not possible for me to meet them irl...)
Thanks... :)
Hope you have a nice time ahead:)


Suicidal Ideation

Tired of fake peoples be real to me.

Depression

Hiii this is to anyone who is feeling down due to their friends not treating them right ! Friends can serve a great purpose protect u and help u but if they r toxic or mean they can be horrible , like decide to travel on your birthday as a group and not even invite u , because who cares ! U r not important , choose to abandon u on festivals because u r not important who cares , u r only to be called when they wish to , when such people r their in your life move away , ignore them , i  know it hurt , sometimes u think eho would wanna be friends with me ? I am a loser NO U R NOT U DESERVE BETTER START TO MOVE AWAY AND LEAVE , U R VALUED , U R IMPORTANT !!!! DON'T LOSE YOUR SPECIAL SPARK BECAUSE OF SOMEONE NOT VALUING U ! 

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