Non of my friends gives me time I just don't know why I always feel left out,some of my friends have such a cool group of friends I wish I had one🙂

3am Thoughts

I think life gives and takes giving me space and taking away friends . One has to go I am so poor at making friends like genuine friends who will listen you guide you and be with you when you are at your lowest .and one you for that friendship

Friends

Do You want to express how you feel to your friends but your mind makes you think that you're bothering them and they don't like you so you keep in silence? 

Frustration

Sometimes what we show on outside 
Is not the way we feel,
The thought of Friendships Day
Reminds me of all the broken friendships..
N it makes me feel so low.
Maybe its me who is at fault
Or not able to nurture friendships...
Though I pretend
It pinches .......
Maybe I have failed as a friend always...
Or Maybe I just cannot be a good friend...
Too drained chasing people...
But then being lone also pricks..
I wonder
Are pure friendships only found in world of fiction ????



2 of my best friends are in the same class and I am in a different stream completely. Lately they've been meeting without me usually for class stuff but then it's not like they talk abt just that when they meet. And I get that I'm in a different college and stuff but they can atleast invite me and lemme say no if I don't wanna come. Like one part of me gets it. I don't NEED to be there. And I wld probably decline anyway lol but theres this stupid insecure part of me that just feels hurt.

I am feeling restless today. I am in class 9. My class have a whatsapp group. Over there they all discuss about boyfriend and girlfriend. There are many so called "couples" in our class. My close friends often tease me because of this. I am new to this school and earlier I was in a girls school.So it is very awkward for me to even talk with them as a friend. I don't have a single friend who is a boy. My friends keep teasing me. They all are in love(relationship).I know that is not not at all the right age for all these and I am from a conservative family. I have a lot of dreams to be someone respectful. But my friends keeps on chatting with their bf  in the group. I kind of feel leftout. I want to focus on my studies but due to them I can't.

Education

can i be real for a second? can i be sincere? can i be fucking earnest for one moment? nothing is more important than the human proclivity for storytelling.

Other

Individuals may view meaningful conversations differently. Some find them dull, others consider them as a type of showboating, and yet others recognise their importance but struggle to avoid them. However, you will eventually meet someone who values and understands the importance of meaningful interactions, and they will become the appropriate buddy for you. Alternatively, having no expectations and no friends might be a valid and rewarding road to take.

Why do my friends always leave me :(( I help them selflessly and still they end up leaving me. They talk to me only when they need me. I have lost my best friends in past few years and this makes me feel so lonely. 🥺 I am left with nobody to talk to.

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