Nobody want me!! I know I’m better off alone but she comes into life makes feel things and just disappears like I don’t even exist I hate that!! I just want to end myself because I keep falling into this shit!!

It’s been a week!! I guess she’ll call me when she’s sad or lonely or when she needs my help with assignment or something !! 
It’s not the first time. I’m hate myself cause I keep letting this happen to me!!

No I thought she was different!! Should I block her??

Depression

im so bored rn, how are yall?

3am Thoughts

Vry 😭 sad

Memories

Alright so this post isn’t about me but this other girl who has an envious attitude towards me. Ive had to deal with all the rumours she’s spread and the bullshit she’s talked about me the past few years. We used to be really good friends and at one point she told me that she wished she could be like me. I am not in a position to say “oh I know how you feel” because honestly, I don’t. And believe me I’m not bragging about that. Jealousy or wanting to be someone you’re not will only bring you down and I cannot stress this enough. You always keep a tab on what I’m doing or who I’m with and this is getting on my nerves. Ive tried to calm things down between us and become friends again but it just doesn’t seem to work. It’s like she’s not putting in the effort. I know I could just let this go and not give two fucks about this but I don’t want to end things on a bad note.

Other

Very much grateful for this platform....helps me out every single time...
Thanks to all those helping one another! 
❤️

Why it's always like this ki girls are attracted to bad dudes ends up messing there minds ,now suddenly don't trust a single guy, still u try and do everything u can but they will automatically get attached to another rascal but won't even give a chance to you

Love

Okay has this happened with anyone else
Like I have a huge crush ( could say one sided love ) on a girl we met online... But 
for her master's she went abroad and we don't talk much now... Like it's been 1-2 months since she last replied my text.... Today morning I was actually scrolling for my other frnd contact and I stumbled upon her contact where I noticed she had updated her Profile pic so  I tapped to see that ( P.S I was actually missing her ) I sneezed and I accidentally hit the Video call option.... Fk I hurriedly disconnected still she got the notification.... Fk fk idk how to react... My heart is thumping loud man... I'm digging a hole in the ground and hiding there hate all these butterflies feeling fk fk my life why God why God...










im so pretty it’s insane. 

Self Esteem

"anxious questions, have you ever been overburdned by anxious questions? I think that is what I do, eat, have anxious questions, sleep, repeat! 
I remember as a kid I used to cry when I was in difficult position 😭 I could never deal with such situations, where people would throw difficult questions, what will you do when you grow up? Whom will you marry? What will you earn? I was time and again hit by the anxiety just because these people were always filled with questions about me and my future. My parents never asked such stupid things while I was a kid, but these relatives had all kind of problems.
I still feel the ache of anxiety when I am thrown any kind of questions that needs me to think a lot about it. Do I blame my relatives for that? To instil such fear in my childhood?
Additionally, my elder sister was so gooad at studies, it gave me diffierent kind of anxious questions, will I be good enough for my parents? Will I be able to score better than her? Will I get the same praise that she got from them?
Now I am in the last year of my college, I do not want to continue studying, I want to earn, atleast that way I can shut up the relatives, and take the burden of scoring better than my sister, but now I am worried, how is work life? I have seen a lot of memes where the boss is very bad to their team members, I am anxious about what if I get a bad boss and I end up having more difficult time than I had during my school and college.. These thoughs don't let me sleep."

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