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no one fucking understands me i am fucking lonely… i feel everyone is virtual and just are there to see their share and for getting their work done… parents say just study and dont ask what are you feeling and if i get less marks then their expectation then they say why the hell are you saying this to me was i the one who was writing the paper but please listen to me just let me open up adn then they say just use the phone less you will score better… it has been 3 weeks i have left instsgram 1 week leaving youtube no social media no reddit nothig still no changes… they just say like do this do that and you would be successful lik fuckkk i am not able to just listen to me no one wants to listen to me they just want to tell their feelings and go away like i wasnt even there like i was a pillar that listened to them and consoled them and then they went away taking some part of my heart and never comming back even if comming back just to get some sympathy and getting work done… fuck bro i am done with this life now… no one fucking understands me i am fucking lonely… i feel everyone is virtual and just are there to see their share and for getting their work done… parents say just study and dont ask what are you feeling and if i get less marks then their expectation then they say why the hell are you saying this to me was i the one who was writing the paper but please listen to me just let me open up adn then they say just use the phone less you will score better… it has been 3 weeks i have left instsgram 1 week leaving youtube no social media no reddit nothig still no changes… they just say like do this do that and you would be successful lik fuckkk i am not able to just listen to me no one wants to listen to me they just want to tell their feelings and go away like i wasnt even there like i was a pillar that listened to them and consoled them and then they went away taking some part of my heart and never comming back even if comming back just to get some sympathy and getting work done… fuck bro i am done with this life now…

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Hey. I’m sorry that your parents pressurise you so much for studies. It’s extremely difficult to study under such conditions. Don’t worry you’re not alone. I’m here for you. I’ll listen to you, you can talk about anything and everything you feel like, I’m all ears!

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I know how that feels. It’s fucking hard. I mean no one listens to you really. They always ask: how are you ? I always answer i’m good and you ?
i never tell them truth. Why ? They would never understand me they would never understand this pain or this empty feeling. I’m done. I mean just a question who the fuck needs me really ? Today i just realized i’m alone i’m always alone.