Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

New to now&me…I just broke up two days ago…like I do have feelings for him but now I understood that just loving him isn’t enough. When it’s not the right person who doesn’t deserve you…loving them is just not worth it. It had been nine months and we were friends for two years before this…I never knew this side of him like I don’t even know why id he behaving like this…he used to abuse me with very very bad slangs and was very possessive and dominating. I always adjusted to his behaviour and told me that I can adjust to his abuses just because I loved him and didn’t want him to judge himself but then it started increasing…then he told me not to talk with my male friends like ik they are insecure but I can’t just leave all my friends for him everytime right…in my youth I should enjoy with friends and make more friends told him that you reply to my messages after 5-6 hours and you don’t let me talk to my friends and when you enjoy with your friends I am at home waiting for your text…I am all alone…he agreed at that time but then after some days he messaged me that he doesn’t have feelings for me anymore and also abused my friend…my friend went to ask him the reason and he blamed it all on me…that girls always change sides what proof do you have… she’s lying and ik what type of girl she is…today she left me because of you who knows when she will leave you too…like tf he’s pointing at my character in all of the boys his friends and everyone and the one who broke up is him not me …I really am happy than I broke up but the moments we spent together just come before my eyes every now and then.

lying…she left