Never believe anyone to be bad or good , they change colour not their socks .

3am Thoughts

My pets are getting neglected among the kids as I have locked the pets in room to save them from kids' mischiefs. 😢

Exhausted

Are u normal or waiting for a letter from hogwarts !

If we understand the underlying cause of what we think of as bad in someone, instead of being hateful, we will be compassionate. For is not every soul inherently good? A saintly person will hate the disease but love the diseased.

Unemployed, one of my dog’s pup passed away, and I don’t know what to think or how to process it. I’m supposed to do assignments, and I just don’t how to hold myself together. 

Unemployment

Why life is so unfair??

Anxiety

Walking in the street , looks like in a kingdom of dogs ! 
2.45 am

Hope

March 26, 2024
10:38 PM 
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I would like to start by saying I felt something different today in my life or I shall say in my body but before I start typing about this I would like to fill in you with the incident which made me feel this. 

Incident - Today on March 26, my baby doggo passed away due to a mega esophagus which is an incurable disease. He was a playful dog but ended up on his deathbed with severe depression. 

Cut to - so I was saying, last night ( march 25th ) I wasn’t able to sleep. Wasn’t able to close my eyes and relax for a while because I had an intuition of something wrong happening. However, I was aware enough about my dog’s health deteriorating day by day. I’ll say it was my intuition which made me strong enough to stand still there like a rock. 

In the morning ( march 26th), I received a call from my sister in a very trembling voice which made it clear that something had happened. All she said was “Turn on your net mom is trying to connect with you.” 
I’ll say somewhere in my heart I was prepared for the worst and knew something bad would happen. I turned on my net and saw 3 miscalls of my mom which made it clear that he (my dog ) had given up. I called my mom and asked her what was wrong. She said, “ Romeo isn’t doing great we are putting him down. “
I was supposed to feel something when she said but the acceptance ratio of my body and my brain had increased to such a level that it simply accepted it without saying anything. 
Four of us came on a video where we were supposed to say goodbye to my baby and I still couldn’t shed a single tear because I couldn’t feel anything or maybe I was too prepared for it. 
This day taught my how much of an unfeeling and fundamentally cold person I am. // 

Having a really horrible day today… my daughter was recently diagnosed with a rare brain disorder and had a spinal tap today… she’s in a lot of pain with aftercare and I can’t help her… like I wish I could just take the pain away but I can’t … and my English bulldog killed my sons very old Boston terrier tonight too… everyone is grieving and in pain right now in my house

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