Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Nervous and excited is something that I am feeling right now! I have never been this nervous and excited in my life. So, I’m 19 years old and I have had a crush on this guy in college for so long. He is just so cute and intelligent and I’ve always had a thing for intelligent men. I mean he is a little mysterious and a little dumb at times too but that’s just in the funny kind. The one thing that makes me the most nervous and excited is when he sits with me or tells me to go out with him to eat lunch. Our hand accidentally touches or the cute banter that we do in class also makes me nervous and excited. And today is the most special day because he came up to me and said that he feels a spark between us and I am not sure what he meant by it and I just got shy and walked away but I instead wanted to tell him that the spark that he feels is real. There is something special between us and I know that I have had boyfriends before but I have never felt this nervous and excited in the past. Do you think he’s as eager to be with me? Also, I’m not even sure what I want from this. A relationship? A fling? (omg a marriage?? lol). Being a teenager is hard. Adulthood is scarier but I’d rather see adulthood with him. Yep, I’m in the simp-ing stage rn but what do you think? Is he nervous and excited to be with me?