Need to let go of the person I love so much because of religious differences, I know down the line it won’t work but it sucks because he is perfect 

I’m Christian and he’s Muslim. Which I know will be an issue once we have kids etc 

3am Thoughts

Well....I am confused about how i feel about my relationship with my boyfriend, its been 3 years  and i do not vibe with him or connect to him... he wouldn't listen to me of what i speak of my interest and he is one person with no interest at all... while we meet we just be on phone and talk to less and his job, lockdown and my post graduation have left us no time to talk to each other and i feel better and less restricted when i dont talk to him... he just in this realtionship because he is in love but i dont think that is enough... he has recently lost his dad and that makes things more difficult he does not talk at all or meet at all but he wants to be in relationship and i am quiet confused about what are we and what can i do for this... 


Relationships

There was this person in my life who actually treated me like Princess and I treated him like God. Even during my exams I talked with him for hours because I was afraid of losing him.unlike other boyfriends who used to avoid their girlfriends he was too much into me. There was not a single fight which had span of more than an hour. Last 3 years of life were always about him and I. He always made it look like it's practically impossible for him to live without me as even at the tiniest fight he used to cry and cry a lot. they says it's very rare for boys to cry so I made myself promise to never hurt him. So this morning I found out he was cheating on me with not one but many women. And it surprised me to the core he was always by my side and as per his wish I put him before my college and career so when did he ever got this time and need to cheat me. It's like i can't even remember anything before him . Even today he started crying when i complained so I made him feel better and then he slept and here I am confused and broken.

Confusion

I miss him so much. I wish there was something I could do. It’s only been 5 days since the breakup. He was my first everything. We still love each other and it hurts to think he’s in pain too. We live 2 hours away from each other. We work all the time and could only see each other once a week, if that was even possible. He hates his job and it makes his mental health plummet. On top of that, He has a lot of unresolved trauma and mental health problems and I wish he would stop refusing therapy. I wish he’d go to therapy and work on himself and try to be the best partner for me because that’s what I did for him. I wish we could have the future we both wanted and that he’s move to my city like we’d talked about. Not because I wanted him to, but because he genuinely wanted to. My heart just breaks and I feel like he is the right person at the wrong time. 

Breakup

Hi  
I m in a relationship 
Where we both came through a breakup 
We just started dating through a frndship where after somedays I fall in love with him 
He also want to b in relation with me 
Where he put a condition that he will not marry me coz of his parents .
Now the situation is I m serious about him after 2 years we completed ...now the situation is in his home parents are looking for a gurl for him ..
He told me this ..and it's hurting me badly m crying like helll I told him pls don't goo away I really love you he is sying what should I do now I already told you this .
He is saying even I also love you but I can't do anything 
And don't know he is not texting me ... anything not talking to me call nh ignoring my text 
What should I do now please help 




"when i feel unwanted i distance myself, I think everyone of us has done that to people we hold up on the pedestal, we think of them of being such a worthy people that we are ready to make ourselves lower for them at every moment, and when they don't see our efforts, we end up distancing ourselves from them.
This happened a while ago, I was in a relationship with this guy, I loved him and adored him a lot, I always made myself available for him, but any time I needed him he used to give some lame excuse, that is when I feel unwanted I distance myself from him. He never understood my situation, he always took it up as if I am blaming him for something, I never do that, I loved him so much to blame him for anything. One day we fought so much, I understood he was just passing time with me and did not really want anything from me, he was doing his play and then is when I broke up with him and now I feel much better.
But still, when I feel unwanted I distance myself from my family members, at times it might not be their fault, but because of my overthinking I do that and they suffer and I too suffer. Is it because of his behaviour towards me that I am becoming like this? I hate to do this to my family, but unintentionally I do it and it hurts my heart"

Mood Disorder

I was on my periods and was really feeling anxiety attacks so I called my long distance boyfriend at 4 am and asked him to meet me tomorrow. He already has one of his friend at his house since a week and he along with his friend wanted to go to a show which happens twice a year. Moreover he was thinking that if he meet me in that time he could not get too much physical with me because of periods. So like at 11 am he said that he will meet me after three days i.e., when the periods will end(he didn't say this). Now the problem is I am feeling bad that he is giving priority to getting physical rather than running at me after seeing me crying badly at 4 am. So I talked to him after some time and told him that things hurt me at that time that u care more about getting physical than being concerned about my anxiety. But even on confrontation he is not ready to accept his mistake and said that intimacy is also an important aspect and so I was considering both of them. But i saw this as a red flag as I thought that he just wanted to put me at the guilt. what to do?

Boyfriend

Maybe everything he said was right maybe it was the truth. I thought in my head that I was doing everything right that I was doing everything a girlfriend should do. I didn’t know that he saw me like any other female in the streets I didn’t know he felt unloved that much . The words he said to me hurt so bad as if I was get stab over and over again. My tears didn’t start to fall because of those words because to me there not true. My tears started to fall because those words came out of his mouth the one that I love. For that moment the way he talked to me the choice of his words made it seem like he actually didn’t care. That I was nothing to him . That’s all we want through was nothing and didn’t mean shit. Do we even know why we still together do we actually love each other or are we just sacred or being alone. For me I know my answer I love him and I want to be with him . But do he really want to be a with me I mean he says he do but does he really 
mean it . I know there was love there at once more then we both can handle . But now I feel that most of that love is gone . As if we would never be able to go back to how we once were. All that’s left is fights after fights no love . I just want to be happy that’s all I ever wanted 

I don't know how I'm feeling. or if I'm feeling anything at all. I guess I'm sad but I feel a sense of defeat, emptiness that wasn't there before. Like something is weighing me down but I'm starting to get too tired to go any further. I wake up every day and there's nothing to wake up for apart from the hope that one day I'll have something.i just feel empty and alone, especially since he left. It just makes me think he must be happy with this new girl to choose her over me and it's not his fault he doesn't love me so I need to let go. I'm trying it's just hard I haven't had a day where I haven't cried since the day he told me, I know the other girl isn't going to last but I'm done giving him chances when he comes back because he's never wanted me, not really.

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