Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I hope so. I just kinda feel unloved. People don’t love me as much as I love them. For me it’s an instinct to love…but yeah sometimes the void kicks in. Even though I don’t expect anything back. I kinda feel empty

Dudeeee. I’m just going through the sameeee. The damn void it’s just too much to handle

Yeah. I give out a lot of love to people because that’s how I am. Sometimes when i kinda feel empty

I’m the sameee lol. But this void. I tried to fill this up but now it’s more deeper.

I feel terrible yk sometimes days. Sometimes I am all.up and about motivating people and helping them out. And then there are days like this when I really need some love

I don’t want to say it but dudee we are the same. I’m so low at this time. I mean it’s like even my soul is empty

Didn’t want to intrude, but you gals have space for one more?

There’s space for everyone under my post

Haan @daisyblah it really is emotionally exhausting

I know right. Idk how long would i be able to bear it tho

I just want to be loved.

u can be loved by anyone but that would be overlayered by temporary affection and felling of void but that will hurt u eventually so dont find love let it find u and if u r thirsty it doesnt mean u should drink poison right ? <btw i also wanna be loved i m feeling empty >😅

Well I am loved. But it’s just that I love them more than they love me. I am blessed with an infinite capacity to love people. So it kinds hurts at times when I don’t get the affection that I give out to people. Like it kinda drains me out you know.

yeah not getting expected feedback turns mood awfully down

It feels exhausting

It’s depressing. Thanks for your love

There is just so much that we can dish out though. It gets tiring. And you get drained to the point that, “Bro what’s wrong with you? You have changed.” And you know inside, “Sab toh tum log le gaye.”

Haan. Wohi toh. I am someone who’s always there for people when they are about to fall or even when they are having hiccups. But when I feel wobbly, I look around and I see that I am absolutely alone. The hardest thing is to be lonely in a crowded city. You can be lonely in a forest and cope with it. But when you are in a crowd and you see people around you bonding and you are left out, something stings inside u. It hurts when you are always there for people but there isn’t anyone for u

You feel helpless. And it gets frustrating. Its unfair, yaar. And on top of that, after a time it gets expected of you. And when you need someone, they have no time. I’m not ranting, but this hits close to the chest.

Even if u ranting so what? My posts are for everything.
I feel that too. They want me to be for them and I like being for people. But nobody is there for me. Btw I am from Kolkata too

My current situation is just as bad. Its funny. Its sad. Boderline toxic.

Hey cool! Kolkata te kothay?

Mine is borderline miserable. And well I do feel good often. And then I put up motivation posts over Here and try to help out the ones who are struggling… I do the second part even when i am struggling myself.
Kolkata te Jadavpur e. Aar details debo na kintu 😆

Same pinch!! 😅

When I feel happy, I help out here. When I am down, I help out here. Sometimes our problems are insignificant compared to others. So I just want to be there for them, virtually at least. You know? Do my part.

Maybe it comes down to like, “Fine! Mere liye koi nahi, doesn’t matter. Let me at least be there for these people.”

**Amra khub kachei thaki then. I’m at AjayNagar, EMBypass. 😁
Maybe kokhono dakha hoye jabe. :P

I do the same. I keep telling people.here.that all trauma.and all problems are valid. If something is hurting you then it’s valid. Your prick in the finger isn’t insignificant because someone else’s got smashed with a hammer. Both of you deserve to get a space to talk about your hurt and be empathized with. It isn’t pathetic or attention seeking. I like being there for people like u do. I.am like ‘ok nobody is there for me and I face stuff alone and it feels horrible. So nobody else should feel the way I do…nobody should be crying in their pillows at night’.

O baba then toh khubii Kache. Lol. Jodio Amar road sense khubii kharap and pandemic e aaroyi sundor obostha hoye gyache

I don’t know if you have noticed. This month has been extra hard on people. And every night I see here, people are moving through bad times. But they move through it. This is what I like about this platform. There are poeple like us, and someone or the other comes around to be there for someone in need.

** Hahaha. Metropolis mall cheno at least? Otai hole hobe. :D **

Haan I am glad that this platform exists.

Yes metropolis mall chini 😀