Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Nearly After 6 month I suddenly saw her profile in my insta suggestion. I messeged him aur todi baat hue hamari. Phir mujhe pta chla she was getting married with in few month aur august m uski ring ceremony hai.
After listing this i start memorising all the cute, funny, moments we spends together . Hum phle insta pe mile dost bne relationship m aaye aur mujhe aaya bhe yaad hai jab usne pucha tha bf banega mera to maine bola tha ‘‘best friend’’ naa aur vo gussa ho gye the. Aur aaj bhe vo SS mere drive pe save hai.Uska vo ladai karna, gussa karna ,video call pe hum dono ke bewkufo wale harkate ,call pe lambi baate,mera chidhana uska gussa karna phir use manana aur jab m 1st covid wave m hostel fas gya tha vo uska video call pe mese khana banwana sare baate yaad aane lgi aur ab lg rha tha ab vo mujhse bhut dur nikal gye hai. Hn ye meri he galti the I was the one who dumped him and didn’t take her granted and she was the one who always cares about me but us wakt halat he kuch aise the. Par aaj bhut regret ho rha khas maine usse baat kar le hoti us wakt to sayad nhi hota ye. Vo khte hai na jab koi apke paas ho to ap uski ahamiyat nhi samjhte aur jab pta chle ke vo dur jaa rha aur ab phle jaise bonding nhi reh payegi it hurts. It hurts a lot the absence of someone who was once there for you. I was not regreting the thing i’ve done i m regreting the thing i didn’t do when i had the chance. Yr currently abhi 1:51 ho rhe hai aur m balcony m baith kar uske baare m soch aur likh rha hu.