My sister in law (nand) was my first friend when i got married. I have been here for 2 year and she is the biggest enemy to me. Always makes me feel inferior, wants to boss me around, gets into my things when i am not there, no space no privacy, questions all my decisions specially the ones in case of my son, always judging... She is younger than me. I am fed up of her.
Till date i have been quiet but i want her to know how she behaves with me 


Shadi ki baat tou hoti rehti hy. Pta nhi jis ghr shafi kr ky jae gi unka kya haal kry gi

Moving out is not An option... I have told my husband but wo ek had tk ki condemn kr skty hn phir ghr ka mahol kharab na ho isi liye wo bhi khamosh ho jty hn 

Talk to your husband about it Nd even expalin him if you wanna move out. 

It should not be an option... It is necessity... 

Anxiety

I met someone online. We became good friends. I started having feelings for him. He said he also like me. But it is impossible to have long distance relationship he said. And his family is conservative so they not like to have foreigner for him as girlfriend. But sometimes he say things which give me hope. Although he said I should not hope because it is impossible. I try my best not to hope or anything. I just enjoy our friendship. I’m happy we are friends and I talk to him. 

Love

Why can't I see that he is not for me, how he left me three years ago, that I remember each and every word he said, why didn't I hate him, that he betrayed me, and how did I forget that he just use me?

3am Thoughts

He broke up with me without giving any reason. We were dating for 4 years. After the breakup, I am unable to concentrate on any work. I just want to talk to him. But I can't talk, we haven't talked for a month. I never thought I would be in a relationship but I got in but now I can't let it go.

Boyfriend

Is it taking a break means deactiving the account orelse is the person blocks us?. I am at confusion.

Confusion

She said I'm irritating her 😃

Crush

I'm feeling so angry and upset today. I saw a post from a close acquaintance today on social media. One of his sisters was getting married. I thought nothing of it until I saw the picture - his sister was barely 14 and the groom was pushing his mid 40s. I'm not even exaggerating. That bride is a child who barely entered puberty and her body and mind aren't matured yet to get married. Her family just tied her to someone like a cow, I mean what kind of family does that to their child. I just feel so sad and angry at these people who left their mentality in 15th century. What kind of a groom is that?! He clearly knows her age, he is old enough to be her father. This is glorified wikipedo shit. I just feel helpless that I cannot do anything for her. She probably doesn't know what happened to her and gravity of the situation. It's better to not bring a girl child in these families. 

Acquaintance

I am signing off. There isn't one human on this earth that understands me or the pain that I carry every second of every day. I know that my writing this post reflects my deteriorated mental state. I am not ” normal.” Unfortunately, I am doomed to spend the rest of  my years in solitude and isolation due to the battle being waged inside my head. I've tried every treatmment/ therapy available to me in treating this depression with no long-term success. I push the people I love  away and have sabotaged every relationship I've ever had. I am a failuree, a loser that is alone. I  am trapped in a never-ending loop in which every day is the same. I  always thought I wanted to love, but as stated above, I end up hurting those I love the most. Goodbyee and peace out, girl scout.

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