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@rainbow44

My parents say really mean things to me even though they know that i am a very sensitive person. they say things like ‘i wish you were never born’ and ‘i hope you die soon’. they apologise in a few days and i usually forgive them and i don’t even know why i always forgive them even though they end up hurting me again and again. i don’t have any siblings and i am always in my room alone, i feel like i have no one in this world and my parents hate me. no matter how hard i try, they always blame me for every single little mistake i make and i don’t want to feel like this. i want to be loved so bad but i am always crying alone in my room. i know damn well that if i were to die right now, no one in this world would care. to be honest, i don’t mind being dead, i am just afraid of the physical pain.

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@mohitkirloskar

All they want is you to be strong
They are treating you the way world outside of your house will treat you

So…be strong try to understand their prospective as well

Why they are behaving like this
Etc

@rainbow44

i don’t know what world you live in but them saying that stuff definitely does not make me ‘stronger’. they are BAD parents and people ‘outside’ definitely don’t treat me like shit. i think you are supposed to help people here? i don’t have to understand their perspective because what hurts me hurts me despite their intentions. btw again them being mean to me has only made me distant towards other people irl not ‘strong’. thanks for nothing.

@rainbow44

damn you really made me feel even worse about my situation. should i care about shitty people who hurt me? no.

@mohitkirloskar

I am sorry mate
Mein ye nhi chahta tha
Maaf krdo
Let’s start fresh?

@mohitkirloskar

Consider me your friend
Sayad mein thik se smja nhi paya
Dheere dheere baat krte h
Suru se?
What say?

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@notpreferredtosay

Hey !
You are not alone who feels that even my parents also says I am also in that situation I tried many time to become the person they want but they never get satisfied.
It made me broken 💔 from inside sometimes I feel that I could die

But, I won’t do so because I am not going to lose from my parents one day I will make them realise about what they have done to me. I won’t harm them but I will make the feel guilty.
I will prove that they have done wrong to me but I won’t do it to my children.

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KG @khushiiii

Its hard to forgive anyone in your and you re forgiving your parents again n again it feels like your relationship with them lacked understanding as

[imma teenager too its so hard to make my mom understand what i actually want a kinda overpossesive she’s 😷though my father always had always helped me in such situations]

from your pov it feels like your parents dont understand your love for them but i think you must find real reason why they act harsh towards you talk to them when they are sober i mean normal and you said u dont have siblings…either find someone your besties your lover or …ahmm i can be your listener bcoz you are making it even harder if you keep your thoughts your feelings upto yourself it might effect your mental as well as physical health so you can talk to me !

Secondly, you’re a strong person you know coz forgiving attitude is generally a characteristic of strong ppl.👏

Thirdly dont and your life like that, everybody is a sinner here fact is *one does not look upon themself before counting on others mistakes maybe your parents too… * and bcoz of this please dont be like ending yourself have someone by your side i do have few things which i only haved shared with my only trusted and genuine friends you may too share with them and yess everyone reach there love someday some reach early while some might take time also you might be having some goals…its good if you have achieved if not you will never achieve them if youre into all this …so sometimes shift your mind from this also okay take care and wear mask! feel free to talk ^_^
And good morning i dunno whether its sunrise or sunset in your country but its sunrise here in my country! Still dont end your life Cuz you cant please everyone around you neither can make them like youre , you r indeed an incredible creation …it wilk take time to recognise your true potential!!!

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