My mom took the sim card out of my phone today because i am a “lazy bitch who doesn’t deserve shit” i just want to sleep all day. she told me shes not getting me any clothes and when she sees any clothes on the ground in my room shes throwing them away until i have not clothes. When i told my friend she just laughed (we normally joke around so she thought it was okay) it just made me cry even more. I don’t want to be here anymore. I watch a lot of anime and in the anime it looks so peaceful falling off of a building. I would do anything to do that, no matter what the results are. I just want my hair and clothes to float in the air and feel the wind in my face. That is my only goal in life. I’m tired of being here. And I don’t care about how it affects my family anymore. I’m going to keep trying until i get what i want. And also if you were wondering i’m 11 turning twelve in two months. I anyone wants to help me get out of here i’m open for ideas. Just please help me, I don’t want to be here anymore.
ok so your mom sounds, to put it nicely, bad. I have no idea how to help you though. There are online places like this, there are helplines, and there are things that don’t always work out well like running away. Please don’t do it, don’t kill yourself, don’t jump from any great height. You could always wear multiple clothes at once, she can;t throw them out then ig. Stay safe ok? You’re important and deserve better
As a almost to be 17 years old , you have a whole life ahead . I was in ur position when I was younger , just my situation was way way more different and bigger . Your just 11 about to be 12 , you can be my whole younger sibling and I care . So please don’t kill yourself , it’s not worth it . There are so many kids out here suffering , wishing they had parents , and you are lucky to have some, just try to change a few things around and make peace with your mom. Suicide isn’t a good things . It’s just sad
- Celeste
