my mom told me she hates me and never wanted to have me. she tells me stuff to tear me down and hate myself as well. some people say"oh moms never say that to kids. moms loves their kids"… that’s a lie. i have depression already. you can imagine what that can do to someones mind. I am unwanted so what do I do? just sit there being an eyesore? i wanna die. I wanna die at peace though. some nights I hope that its my last night. now , no I do not cut or anything. I dont wanna feel pain I wanna feel peace. the only thing that has kept me alive was my dreams. my dreams though are starting to dwindle out. I wanna be positive but man its hard. I wanna be happy but man that hard too.
Look up to your dreams and work for it one day you get success and all this will be like a bad nightmare.
Keep keepin’ on! It may be hard, but later you’ll look back and be grateful you are alive. Get away from your mom as soon as you can. Talk to someone you trust. Make the best of this life.
Oh no, that’s horrible! So much suffering . . . it certainly explains, though, why you feel so broken . . .
Believe it or not, neurologically speaking, your brain cannot differentiate between physical harm and emotional harm. As far as it’s concerned they’re both one and the same.
This means that the more unhealthy things get for you the more you’ll struggle with daily tasks and living in general until, one day, it all finally just falls apart . . .
As acknowledged in ancient wisdom, “A crushed spirit saps one’s strength." -Proverbs 17:22
